>Brain is constantly telling me that I should be doing something else
>Gaming buddies all have jobs and use it to unwind after a day after work from their 6 fig jobs
>Feel pathetic when tryharding because I have all this unused ambition and energy from not having any goals in life
>Knowing that gaming buddies will disappear once they move onto IRL and we only knew each other through vidya addiction
Vidya is really hard to enjoy when you're unemployed