Thread 717442268

>Brain is constantly telling me that I should be doing something else
>Gaming buddies all have jobs and use it to unwind after a day after work from their 6 fig jobs
>Feel pathetic when tryharding because I have all this unused ambition and energy from not having any goals in life
>Knowing that gaming buddies will disappear once they move onto IRL and we only knew each other through vidya addiction

>>717442268 (OP)
I just got done cleaning my penis and getting ready for a job interview. I don't have a resume, but I got a big dick, so I'm going to show it to my future employers on the interviews.
Wish me luck

literaly living the dream
I can't imagine someone that sees shit like that webm and say that it's muh le bad
men of the past would trade everything to live a day like this instead of having to deal with famines, plagues, wars and other stuff

just put the fries in the bag

>>717442268 (OP)
grass greener on other side

>>717442509
>Wish me luck
Fuck you faggot, you won't steal my luck. I hope you step on a crack and fall into a mirror, shattering it.

>>717442268 (OP)
>a working phat xbox 360 in 2024
a truly lucky individual.

>>717442567
These manchildren will not be able to survive without fapping and internet access

>>717442813
The later models worked fine, the early ones were absolutely fucked though

i had a job and it made me want to anhero. i dont work and it made me want to anhero. what is the common denominator on what I should do? anyone take a guess?

>>717442827
you are an idiot
the fact that you have so much time to spare and that vidya/anime/manga eventually get old very quickly means that you can do other things: lifting heavy shit, studying astronomy or whatever, gardening, going to the gun range
as long as mommy and daddy pay there's nothing to worry about

>>717442268 (OP)
Please tell me that Dr pepper shit is ragebait or something.

>>717442923
anhero

>>717442925
>lifting heavy shit, studying astronomy or whatever, gardening, going to the gun range
All of this is literally worthless if for any reason you end up having to be independent. Enjoy cleaning clogged sewers, someone has to.

>>717442827
you're on the wrong board nigger

>>717442268 (OP)
>disc gaming
>in 2025
sincirily kringe

>>717443069
>All of this is literally worthless if for any reason you end up having to be independent
whatever? find a random gig to keep your basic necessities covered, we are talking like 20-30 years of neetdom easily, at that point nobody would even care
you are just a seething wagie coping because you get to waste your precious most valuable time of your life to make someone else more rich, good golem

>>717442268 (OP)
why don't you just spend all the time your buddies are at work looking for a job? Then when they're done you can unwind as well. Unless... you're not seriously trying to be unemployed in 2025 are you?

>>717442268 (OP)
sticking your head in the sand is key. start thinking about doing something responsible? STOP. play some video games.

>>717442268 (OP)
>unemployed means no dishes
idgi

>>717442268 (OP)
Just learn to make game instead
Playtime is over

>>717442268 (OP)
>Brain is constantly telling me that I should be doing something else
You don't do sets of one armed pushups and single leg squats when the dogs need to go outside and run around?
>Gaming buddies all have jobs and use it to unwind after a day after work from their 6 fig jobs
You have FRIENDS?
My dude that is cuckmode
>Feel pathetic when tryharding because I have all this unused ambition and energy from not having any goals in life
You don't spend every other day(rest days) high af on Vyvanse doing gamedev and webdev?
>Knowing that gaming buddies will disappear once they move onto IRL and we only knew each other through vidya addiction
Cringe
I just beat a SINGLE player game and am using it as inspiration for gamedev. I've actually just been trying to finish my site so when unemploidment runs out I can have enough passive income to build my earthship from sandbags and free materials I've been collecting off faceberg marketblatt
I just got the database seeded and am in testing mode. I can't wait to be done with this project and start focusing on game dev cause I'm only doing a basic barebones site that's not my true vision until I get enough money to afford more bandwidth
Also
>eating cereal as a fully grown man
I'll only throw in a gourmet chocolate bar with my protein shake if I'm taking Vyvanse to shit it out soon after.

>>717443351
tiktok brainrot
dont think too hard about it

>>717443535
based

>>717442923
I've experienced this.
Then covid happened and working from home fixed everything for me.
Now I'm employed, but without all the normal stresses of work that made me miserable.

>>717442268 (OP)
meanwhile women...

>>717442268 (OP)
Society is prolapsing

>>717442268 (OP)
This guy has an ankle bracelet and is under house arrest.

huh? i hope you're getting paid for these posts

>>717443301
>neet "chads" basically think like women
The average "trad" man from history would laugh hard at your existence

>>717444345
why not just kill oneself?

>>717444376
>going your way and doing things without caring what others think is, supposedly, """women""" logic
you are an idiot
also I'm simply not participating in your jewed system

>>717442268 (OP)
>dr pepper can as bowl to save on washing
A real bachelor

>>717444557
Have fun crying once you don't have mommy and daddy to support you anymore. You literally can't do anything on your own.

>>717448267
>Have fun crying once you don't have mommy and daddy to support
we are talking at least 20-30 years from now
I'm fully capable to support myself btw, with or without their assistance
>You literally can't do anything on your own.
I can't drive a car, do nothing on my adult daycare job and the commute back home? if not sure if what's commonly referred to as "goying" is that big of a deal
anyway as you keep wageslaving you will pay my gibs and I thank you for that
>employer gets richer
>I get richer
isn't that nice? everyone is happy

>>717442827
Businesses can barely survive without internet access.

>>717444345
this channel is pretty comfy, I really enjoy watching him while slaving away at my dead-end motherfucking shit job

>>717443642
I fucking hate women

>>717444454
He could easily build a fully self sustainable earthship in the mountains to retire to later
Japanese all should have retirement homes in the mountains to revive those ancient villages
I'll go help

>>717449908
They should be taxed heavily and have that income sent to Japan.
It's only right considering America forced them to devalue their currency during their peak in the 80s so mutts wouldn't get mogged in the car industry

>>717450462
>honda c90
absolute based
for me it's ct125

>got my first response to a job application in months
>it's a "we have decided to go with someone else" template response

>>717450747
With all the resources wasted on rusted out 4x4 shitbuckets that have never hauled anything or been off-road we could have built an extensive motorbike highway system.
Maybe now that boomers are finally dying off we can undo the damage they done to the world

>>717447048
Having to cut open a can every day like that is unironically more work than just rinsing a goddamn bowl.

>>717442268 (OP)
I have a friend that quit his government IT job because it made him wanna kill himself, the money was not worth it for him and he's enjoying life being unemployed before he starts the job search again. Like 80% of jobs are fake, just adult daycare, 8 hour work schedule is boomer shit and nobody likes it but it will never change. Don't feel bad, you were conditioned to feel bad if you aren't slaving away. Having a job you like and actually enjoy doing is a rarity nowadays, people will tell you that you NEED a job to find "purpose" but that's just slave talk. No amount of money and work will make you immortal anyway, all your time and effort put into some gay ass job is gonna amount to fucking nothing, you're gonna die or get killed anyway and the place you work for will continue without you and forget you ever existed.

Job worship is ancient boomer shit that, just like boomers, refuses to die. Enjoy life and enjoy vidya, fuck everything else.

>>717442268 (OP)
Should be Pokemon hotel weekend or else it doesn't as a day.

>>717442827
I can fap to my imagination.
I have personally masturbated on a cruise ship, an aeroplane, a beach in vanuatu, a coach, a coral reef, the outback, the woods, a jungle, at work, and more.
You think I've got internet connection in the outback, champ? No, it's me, my dick, my thoughts, and the desert.

>>717443627
I just don't have time to be sober, getting too much use of drugs for now. Maybe once I'd finished roiding and bone densityMAXXING I will stay sober reading books and forging swords but I can't find too many other activities that are more enjoyable or productive while sober

>>717444376
The average man from history would think I lived like a fucking king and probably mald about it just like you're doing right now.
Cope and seethe lmao

Trying to find a job is the gayest shit of all time, even slaves weren't humiliated this badly

>>717442925
>as long as mommy and daddy pay there's nothing to worry about
There is if they don't pay enough. I can be a shut-in who does nothing but play games for decades yeah, but what if i want to go out in the world and do things?

Money is necessary, if you weren't born turbo-rich, the need for a job is unavoidable if you want to actually have freedom. That's just how the world works.

>>717444345
My new job begins next Friday and my commute is 3 minutes with bicycle

>>717442268 (OP)
It's actually way easier to enjoy then than when you are employed.

I wish I could get a an above average pay part-time job and just coast on that. Part-time leaves you with a decent amount of time still at least while still letting you make some money, but the cost of living seems so high and it's just so hard to get a job of any description that getting one that fits this specification seems like a pipe dream.

last time I was unemployed I just played project zomboid and noita all day like a fucking zombie, devoid of thought. that was a while ago. now I 3 days off a week just to play old favorites and games I wanted to play as a kid

>slog through applying to jobs day in and day out for ages
>finally get one
>immediately reminded on my first day that having a job is shit
At least it's just a temporary contract.

>>717450193
I’ve often had aspirations of retiring early, moving and making Roman-esque monuments in a very remote area.

>>717443642
>trying to get back into an office job
>knowing full well it's just going to be women like this and pajeets
>applications are getting ghosted anyway

>>717443535
that's really sad

>>717450832
Kek how are you this retarded

I was neet for 4 years, applied to 2 jobs, both accepted, chose the better of the two, and now I'm working part time with benefits comfy job making $30/hr

>>717442268 (OP)
Being unemployed is awful because rent will drain your bank account almost immediately. Not being able to own a property is biggest scam of our generation. If I only had to take care of utilities and food my life would be so much easier it's fucking unreal.

>>717442268 (OP)
Just get a fucking bowl man.

>>717454538
I challenge you to explain how building a house while making a game is sad
I've never had so much fun in my life, I'm an introvert and having friends drains my energy

>>717442268 (OP)
>6 fig jobs
do you even have time for vidya after slaving away the day for a 6 figure job?

>>717443642
men do it too but they aren't stupid enough to post PROOF that they don't do shit at work

>>717443994
>10mg (holy fuck thats a lot of) melatonin
>clearly drinking 2 different caffenated drinks
>"i have insomnia"
i know its bait and not video games but this shit PISSES me the fuck off because i actually have insomnia and these fucking niggerfaggots make it so its a social faux pas to mention it to absolutely anyone

>>717454763
Oh it's not free to be a homeowner either, of course. You get the privilege of paying rent to the government forever even after completely paying off a house.
After my gramps died when I was like 16 I was briefly considered to inherit his house being the only grandkid, (said house being a boring little suburb ranch and not a mansion), but as a dumb teenager making minimum wage even if I worked full time I'd be unable to even pay property taxes, let alone utilities, so it was sold and the funds evenly distributed instead.
If I had known then that buying a house would go from "hard" to "damn near impossible" over the years I'd have tried harder to keep it.

>>717442268 (OP)
Find the industrial block in your town. Apply for a forlklift job. Don't fuck up and crash your forklift. Congrats, you have a solid paying career and you still just sit in your ass all day while looking at a screen.

>>717455106
>friendless failed normalfaggot numbs himself with adhd meth
>drinks alcohol on vyvanse
since you're apparently being creative, even if in amateur recluse way it's better than most other posters on this board, but that's a very low bar to clear

>>717442268 (OP)
This man is not unemployed.
He is backed by at least 5 major brands based on this video alone.

Cope: The Video

>>717455662
oh boy i can sit on my ass all day while looking at niggers, what an improvement

>>717455932
>>717456105
lol'd

>>717455686
>normalfaggot
Introvert
>friendless
People physically drain the energy from my body
Introverts also have more grey matter
We are not the same and holding us to the same standard is retarded, grey matterlet
>numbs
helps me focus, doesn't numb shit
>drinks alcohol on vyvanse
yeah so I can sleep after coding all day
>since you're apparently being creative, even if in amateur recluse way it's better than most other posters on this board, but that's a very low bar to clear
Cope, I also smoke weed for gamedev, it's a blast and you're sneeding like an actual normalfaggot because I've found a way forward without needing basedciety to tell me what to do

>>717455932
Lmao

>>717456134
If you have any better ideas then you would already be doing that. But here you are, a pathetic NEET begging for advice on a topic your high school already spent a term trying to teach you. Dumbfuck ngmi faggot loser.

>>717455932
I dont get it

>>717456496
t.jew

>>717456496
All those bait "my day as an [x] at [big tech company" videos where all they fucking do is eat and read emails.

why do you all aspire to work for someone else?
why not create your own job?

>>717456670
>bait
>he doesn't know

>>717442268 (OP)
> Brain is constantly telling me that I should be doing something else
That's a you issue. I have a job but I have several friends from way back that do nothing but game all day, leeching off parents or (amazingly) girlfriends. They don't seem to give a shit. One justifies his total lack of doing anything in life by saying he is embarking on a v-tuber career, which despite multiple years seems to have made no money but cost his girlfriend money in software and and hardware shit to set it up.

>>717456738
with what capital you fucking retard

>>717456496
It's a coping mechanism used by NEETs. Apparently pulling 60k sitting on my ass doing nothing all day is "le badjew". Ok so I'm a jew, and?

>>717455202
us tech wages are inflated by officially unofficial gov subsidies to suppress the european tech sector. which means a lot of overpaid web monkeys.

>>717456875
This is why I don't understand having friends, you want to compare yourself/compete with them despite calling them your allies.
It's odd.

>>717456974
a small business loan is not hard to get if you have an actual business plan. people get them for opening hippie candle cafés and basement ipa breweries for gods sake.

>>717456974
>he needs "capital" to declare himself self-employed with a hammer
speak for onesself

>>717456875
People like that should honestly be forced into some sort of labour or military boot camp. Go full cold turkey and learn they need to provide for themselves instead of leeching off family/friends/government. It's fucking pathetic.

>>717442268 (OP)
satanic webm, do not watch

>>717457254
You seem to think you're not allowed to be critical of your friends. Certainly you can be. I go a long ways with some guys and I have their back but nothing I wrote in that post isn't anything I haven't told them to their face before.

>>717442268 (OP)
Sounds like a super comfy existence.

>>717451780
Based. As an avid coomer I try to always fap to my thoughts at least once a week.

>>717443642
there's a woman at my job who gets upset when her emails dont get answered
fucking hell karen, just write an email that is worth answering

>>717442268 (OP)
Used to feel that way and when I got a job I had the same longing to play but much less time and energy to do it. Either way you're fucked, and it doesn't get better unless you somehow manage early retirement. You're never going to capture that peak fun you had while you were gaming carefree, and that was one of the worst realisations I had to make.

>>717456270
>Introvert
normalfaggot
>People physically drain the energy from my body
>Introverts also cope more
>I am smarter than you due to some science article about population statistics
jfc
introvert/extravert is a normalfaggot designation, you're not an autist
>doesn't numb shit
more cope
>found a way forward
>coping with loneliness with alcohol, weed, vyvanse and frogposting
I hope that works out for you anon

>>717454604
what job

I can't enjoy vidya because my dad is dying of cancer and we're living off his social security and 5 figures of credit card debt and our house is falling apart and lacks basic amenities and I can't drive because I have horrifically crippling anxiety and I can't make myself even figure out how to start applying for jobs because I have horrifically crippling adhd

>>717443642
>paying 40% of their income in tax to fund my neetbux

>>717458657
same

>>717458657
>I have horrifically crippling anxiety
>I have horrifically crippling adhd
what a drama queen

>>717450462
>intentionally scam the international trade community with stealth inflation
>"what the FUCK why did you catch on??!!!"

>>717458657
spend time with your dad. you don't inherit debts.

>Used to have no job
>Felt exactly the way OP described
>Got a job
>After years of working, I sleep worse than I ever have and all I can think of is work even during my free time
>Anxiety goes through the roof, depression follows not long after

It's damned if you do, damned if you don't. Life just fucking sucks and then it is over.

>>717442813
>2024

>>717457296
>Just indebt yourself to the jews!

>>717459415
>i have a profitable business concept but i have no capital
>well get a loan then, rates are pretty generous
>nah
turns out you just want free shit. get a job, hippie.

>>717458432
>faggot condescension
kek
all extroverts are narcissists
not all introverts are autists
Introvert/Extrovert is so real you have entire countries being labeled "introvert countries" like all of Japan and Scandinavia
>coping with loneliness
Introverts don't get lonely
I'm posting here to help inspire others and make the world a better place because it has currently destroyed by gangstalking

>>717442827
Honestly, most people in the first world would crumble without our creature comforts. Most of us don't even know how to fucking cook with raw ingredients.

>>717456991
wtf why is that man not asking me "who?"?

>>717459582
I'm not even the anon that you originally quoted. I just think anyone who goes about accruing debt is a retard.

>>717455497
>i actually have insomnia
just like the freak of the video you are probably not aware of what is causing the insomnia in the first place

>>717459712
if you have a way to make money that requires capital and don't have capital you'd be a fool to not find some sort of funding. this will entail selling part of the venture, taking a loan, or being gifted the money by an uncle. since most don't have generous rich uncles, it's A or B or staying a prole.

>being poor to own the jews

>>717442813
the black models are when they fixed it.

>>717442268 (OP)
>those hands
yuck bro needs to hit the gym

>>717442268 (OP)
If you’re gonna be NEET, atleast use that time to make yourself some good breakfast instead of eating fucking cookies with milk in a cut up pop can.

>>717459918
I'd genuinely rather stay middle class than be in debt to Schlomoberg. If the system is set up in a way that financial success necessitates sucking up to those who are already rich, then the system can get fucked.

>>717443642

How is it that you can instantly tell these women are British?

>MW2 xbox 360 servers are still up
>Halo 3 servers are down

what a fucking joke

>>717460247
so instead of paying ~4% on capital you'll pay 15-100-more% on your earnings to the business owner? boy you sure are outwitting those rich fags

>graduated from university in 2018
>neet for 3 years until somehow managed to land a comfy wfh job through my old university friend - really chill boss, picked my own hours, fulltime and no supervision, as long as I got my shit done and reported what I did at the end of day, I could vidya for half the day
>worked there for 2 years, got replaced by jeets since they demand less pay, risk of full wfh job I guess
>been neet again for 2 years now

at least I saved up almost all I earned but I'm still as aimless as before, and there's no way I will find a comfy job like that again, I'm just so fucking passive I hate myself

>>717460391
they're fat and ugly but not 300lbs

>>717442268 (OP)
I have a job and I already feel all of that. Should I just quit? I can't see any downsides.

>>717442268 (OP)
People still play MW2 on 360?

>>717459037
how am I supposed to pay off the rest of the house or the bills or fix all the horrific issues he neglected
also he hit me as a child a lot

>>717460585
yeah but you had it coming

>>717460451
All I'm saying is that I refuse to play their game. If that leaves me poor, then so be it.

>>717459619
>Introverts don't get lonely if they use enough weed, alcohol, legal meth and cope
>I'm frogposting here about the exact list of all of those substances I abuse to help inspire others
whatever you say man

this isn't a very fun off topic thread at all

>>717460880
>/v/
>fun

>>717460689
It's not about being lonely, it's about being successful at being a NEET.
I'm not going to stop having fun using this site or playing online games because some faggot thinks I should just remain in total isolation if that is to mean I'm an introvert who doesn't need/want friends.
You're retarded.

>>717442625
I was literally thinking this earlier today.

WFH which is nice. But my responsibilities have changed a lot over the years that I can't fuck around and play games during work hours like I use to.

Then see gaming buddies who either have part-time or no jobs doing stuff throughout the day. Or having fun late a night and the FOMO kicks in. Feels like there's so much I miss out on because I can't stay up till 4am or drop everything I'm doing to play a few rounds of something in the middle of the afternoon. Or I miss out on the hype of a new game because I can't play for 12+ hours a day, they beat it, and more onto the next.

But at the same time, I know that if I didn't work, I'd feel kinda lost, useless, and be so overwhelmed with stress on how I'd pay to feed and house myself that I'd never be able to enjoy a games.

>>717458657
if you address just one of the things that is stressing you out, addressing the others will become easier

>wake up at 6am
>leave at 7am
>get to work at 8:30am
>work until 4:30pm
>get home at 6pm
>make dinner, eat by 7pm
>sit at computer
>look at steam library
>check clock, it's 11pm
>go to bed
repeat x5

>>717450832
Better than not hearing anything back at all.

I'm quitting my job in California to move to Wyoming.
I fucking hate it here and don't want to be around people anymore

>>717458654
the job of lying out of his ass to put others down

>>717462081
functionally identical

>uh actually i had high ho-
yeah sure

>>717461296
>being successful at being a NEET

>>717462081
That's been the other several dozen job applications, though

>>717450832
I've had 2 interviews and got ghosted, it could be even worse and these were shit jobs paying like 18

>>717462462
$18 is low for you?

>>717462183
Yes. It's very easy by just doing carlife and saving up for land to build an earthship on while finding a way to make money online
By posting here I can ensure I have more allies/financial constituents to combat globohomo with, whereas being "lonely" and needing friends is entirely relegated to extrovertslop.

>>717442268 (OP)
I was kinda disappointed he wasn't opening the CD drive to use it as a cup holder

>>717462565
i live in commiefornia that's min wage

>>717442268 (OP)
This is really weird. Like this causes some kind of deep, primal revulsion in me even though it's just "POV you're a NEET".
I'm a fucking NEET. I probably live 10 times filthier than this guy. But there's something instinctively wrong with this entire video but I can't fucking say why. Even while thinking about the anomalies you see I can't think of anything which specifically causes this feeling.
>The fucking can cutting
>"Homemade cereal." (crushed cookies and milk in a fucking CAN)
>The way he rubs the spoon and goes to scoop NOTHING at 0:13
>The way he just flips the fucking disk over and puts it on the Xbox rather than put it away
>Visibly takes the batteries out of the fucking controller, reconnects it with another battery pack offscreen while the battery pack is still on screen, and then does a stupid "reload" while obviously already in the game
>The other battery pack on the table afterwards
>The cut after he turns the console on because the screen wasn't on
>Rubbing his fucking finger on his monitor as if it's a fucking touch screen interfacing with his fucking 360 while he moves tabs with his controller offscreen (also hard cut to the home tab because it's not the tab you launch games from)
>The random carrot oreo bag that's just there
>The really fucking horrible pace of the text
>The really ominous "It's called a simple day... Didn't go outside today."

>>717455932
Why are women only able to be addicted to social media and killing children?

>>717455497
lmao nigga just close your eyes. I have narcolepsy and i'd love to have insomnia instead

>>717442268 (OP)
>>Brain is constantly telling me that I should be doing something else
skill issue

>>717462462
I got canned 4 months ago, have applied to over 100 jobs. Got one emppoyment offer, from the post office, needed to get fingerprints done, none of the post offices near me did it so I had them mail me the cards so I could do it myself. A week+ later, no cards, get an email saying yeah we're withdrawing the offer because you took too long to submit the fiungerprints. GUESS WHAT SHOWED UP IN MY MAIL BOX THREE HOURS AFTER I GOT THAT MESSAGE!?

>>717455497
>shows literal prescriptions on screen
>uhhh it's bait, I do not believe my own eyes
You're a particularly stupid nigger on the plantation, ain't you?

Why the FUCK is this retard cutting a can of pop instead of using a cup? They're literally 50 cents or less at Walmart

>>717463361
Because then he needs to wash it.

>boomers make everything unaffordable
>boomers kill the job market
>boomers deny universal basic income
>boomers complain that the generations after them need to learn to love working

>>717463636
>>boomers deny universal basic income
also known as the nigger breeding stipend

>>717463361
every little helps

>>717463706
they would literally breed less if they were given money, as well as commit less crimes

>>717462121
Okay, but Wyoming? Couldn't you go somewhere better?

>>717463706
>>717463776
They are literally already receiving that and (you) aren't

I'd love to see a vigilante that goes around and kills people like this. Literally no one would try to stop them. A welfare queen and all her noglings, killed? No one cares. A big, fat asshole who sponges hundreds of thousands of dollars per year off the system, dead? A celebration would occur. Someone needs to step up. Between work camps and the fear of a vigilante, who no one wants to nor will stop, I think these would be excellent first steps to eliminating the welfare caste.

>>717463969
i have seen zero UBI proposals that would not enrich niggers and nigger-adjacent breeds

>>717455932
neet 4 lyfe

>>717463078
Nah you wouldn't. They're both awful conditions and the grass isn't greener.

I had terrible insomnia when I was younger and after a few days of no sleep the world gets etherial and you cannot make good decisions at all and you dont really rememeber things like you should.

Jokes on you OP, I work at home writing shitty cringe web novels and earning thousands a month with almost no effort.
Being an Author is literally the perfect NEET life, you make your own money writing (which I enjoy and have fun doing) and then I play any games I want whenever I want, buy whatever I want, and go anywhere I want once a week or every two weeks.
There's no bigger life hack than just writing web novels and asking for thousands on patreon

>>717464103
No you don't. Even writing shit is hard work.

Just get a six figure job it's easy

1: join the military, cyber security

2: finish contract go to school to bang hotties, join a frat it's fucking cash money baby.

3: use top secret clearance and work experience to get sick internship

4: finish college and boom six figure job is already there since you know all about fedramp iso etc etc and you're not a social retard since joining the frat and taking 20mg Vyvanse purged that retard shit from you.

Don't forget late 20s or 30s to trt to hit 900-1000. I started mid twenties because fuck it why not, made me infirtal so I don't pull out it's cash

>>717464493
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH
All ZOGbots burn in Hell for eternity, recruiter.

>Buy hillbilly shack
>Exercise
>Work shitty job and save money
>Stay bachelor
>Write, read and game in spare time
If I didn't have to work to keep the lights and internet on, I'd be in heaven.

>>717462907
oh
same

>>717453439
This is very American to say but while Id love a close commute job I love getting out of work and driving 20 min to tunes and/or pulling over and taking a nap.

>>717464493
>just become a golem for international Jewry, goy
Why don't you just shoot yourself now and save the trouble for some goatfucker later down the line?

>>717442268 (OP)
Mike's gonna fix ya!

>>717463297
doctors will literally prescribe anything so long as it means they can charge the ever living fuck out of your insurance (read: medicaid because she is mentally ill so she gets government gibs)

>>717463848
What's better in your eyes? I can't imagine a better place

>>717464890
>doctors will literally prescribe anything
Anything except ADHD meds

>>717451780
>Coral reef
I don't believe you

>>717442268 (OP)
>cutting a can in half to drink milk
I can taste the cut lips

>>717464780
Listening to some music while driving is universally pretty great, to be honest.

>>717442925
but neets don't do any of that because......?

>>717442268 (OP)
whitoids should consider it a miracle that they aren't hunted down like rabid dogs every day. Pathetic, useless creatures

>>717465047
It's performative bullshit. This guy nostalgia baits about old gaming culture like playing on CRTs and old xbox games.

>>717443835
We dont hate HR enough

>>717442268 (OP)
It's only a issue if you do nothing to keep your body active. Your energy will go down and you'll feel lethargic. Just work out, go for a walk, or do anything and you'll be good for a 6-8 hour gaming session.

>>717464890
Nonhuman post.

I have around two million USD saved. I'm debating between building some cabin off somewhere remote or a condo next to a grocery store.

Why is every woman I work with on anti-anxiety meds? Don't question them either - they'll defend it like religion. Nobody loves a specious "mental health" diagnosis more than a woman.

>>717442268 (OP)
THIS IS DEGENERATE WHERE IS HIS WIFE WHERE ARE THEIR CHILDREN WHY ISN'T HE DYING FOR ISRAEL????

>>717465225
I have $0 in my bank account year round and I'm always teetering on the edge of killing myself.

>>717465225
Give me 10k so i can go to japan and jerk off on a whore

>>717442268 (OP)
What the flying fuck is he doing with the can there?

>>717442268 (OP)
So... get a job then? What's the problem?

I don't think normalfags have souls and I'm not trying to be funny or mean when I say it.

>>717451780
ok you gotta explain the coral reef one. scuba or snorkel?

>>717464493
Something Something vatnik propaganda.

does anyone know how to monetize a youtube channel with only shorts

i started doing some meme vidya shorts and they get 100-200k views but i get paid like $8

>>717465225
Me too! Still no woman though others the first goal.

>>717443642
So that's what they do at Raytheon?

>>717464784
>golem for international Jewry
You mean literally everyone who pays taxes?

>>717443239
>I LOVE OWNING NOTHING LOOK MOM I LOVE OWNING NOTHING GUYS LOOK I LOVE OWNING NOTHING

>>717444376
having a slave mindset because it's manly
kek
>masculinity is when i accept total submission

>>717463361
to reuse as a fleshlight for later

>>717464493
I wish I joined the army and broke my foot like my friend, he's got armybucks for life now.

>>717442705
I implore you to reconsider.

>>717465898
I refuse to clean a flashlight so that checks out.

>>717465508
>>717465026
Close to the shoreline of Wala, an island in Vanuatu. You could swim out to it.
Pic semi related, that's about how close to the surface they are.

And I nutted on it.

>>717442268 (OP)
I can't enjoy vidya anymore for the opposite reason.
I landed a pretty decent full-time job after several years of NEETdom and I honestly don't know how to spend my free time now that there's far less of it.
Playing games just feels like a waste of time now.

Gimme some games with evasion tanks.

>>717466343
This always plays in my head when I see that webm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFO5hfumb1A

>>717466145
you are but one of many species to have nutted in a coral reef.

>>717464493
woah that's sick. totally rad bro

>>717466259
>and I honestly don't know how to spend my free time now that there's far less of it.
That's what reinvigorated my interest. I have less time to fuck around so I hoard my free-time as much as I can.
I don't want to waste it just idly browsing the internet, and I throw myself into games even harder because I can't just pick em up and put em down as I please.

But I also enjoy gardening and cooking so I guess it feels like I'm not wasting my time with games since if I don't want to play them I can do something else enjoying. So that means if I'm playing a game it's because I really want to and thus I'm not just wasting time.

>>717466452
I know, you feel a oneness with nature when you cum on it.

>>717464780
Based comfy commuter chad. Love jammin to tunes on the freeway.

>>717464493
>roommate leaves to joined the navy
>became a nuclear engineer
>did 8 years in a bunch of different subs and carriers
>got out of the military
>"overqualified" for engineering jobs
>somehow ended up as an amazon warehouse employee
>he's back to being my roommate again.

>>717466446
>croaker dead
>george lowe finally dead
space ghost is over :c

>>717442268 (OP)
You can still play og mw2 online on 360? And people do this?

>>717466145
Isn't this what fish do. You could be a dad!

>>717457905
This is the way to go. I always fap to the girl I lost my virginity to, she had G cups and was 5'1" I now have a shortstack complex.

>>717442268 (OP)
>be wagecuck
>have gayming PC
>always too tired to play vidya
>spend most of my free time looking for ways to get rich quick and daydreaming about winning the lottery
>barely touch my PC at all, even on weekends.
I can't enjoy vydia if I'm wageslaving.

>>717466770
I was probably nutting to the mermaid from Futurama when I did, actually.

>>717464784
You're a retard cyber security guys at most go to Germany, usually you stay stateside

And they all leave after their contract is up

>>717466714
> Overlevel expecting to breeze through an area.
> Game punishes you.
Who thought of this goddamned mechanic?

>>717466714
he wasn't actually an engineer
t. former nuke

>>717466714
Sounds like he unwilling to move for work and didn't use free gibs to get a degree.

Sounds like a tard

>>717442268 (OP)
>successful
>unemployed
>gamer

>>717466714
>join the nukes
i hate to tell you this but your buddy was an actual retard

Best advice! Best low-effort/best result solution.
>Get a job, any job so you'll have a little money
>Realize that "too tired after work" is a faggot fatty meme excuse
>Stop worrying about "what ifs" all the time and do whatever in free time
>Enjoy EVERYTHING again
Don't listen posts in threads like this.

>>717466804
>Girl I lost my virginty to was 6'1" and lean as hell.
>Have a thing for both tall and willowy girls.
We really are a product of our environment would ya look at that. The tall girl from Eizouken is my fucking kryptonite.

Stop worrying about every little thing. The grave is always near.

>>717443994
Drinking all that sugar and caffeine with those pills, full retard.

>>717467498
stop blacking out on vodka and post an article andrew

>>717444345
>Faggot works the absolute lowest-tier no effort corporate job
>complains about no money
A better income is literally a couple of clicks and an interview away for him, yet he prefers to instead make tiktoks complaining about being poor

t. lived and worked in Japan for almost 20 years

>>717465124
You don't like video games?

>>717442268 (OP)
Good goy

>>717467546
I love Andrew Anglin, but I am not he. Just a little voice telling the good people not to overthink things too much.

>>717467723
How awful. Nothing requires this much effort.

People need friends they can relate to, not more soul-numbing labor.

>>717460451
Answer quick, or you'll gey sick!
>Age?
and . . .
>How many pushups can you do?

>>717467643
No you don't jap companies don't hire job hoppers

>>717458657
“Everything sucks because i dont want to do any work”
Um… okay… I guess that’ll do it…

>>717468120
If you change jobs like 3 times a year maybe. Otherwise it's no different from any western country.

>>717459102
>>Anxiety goes through the roof
its the worst

>>717467723
>Huh, suicide rates are going up?
>Must be COVID
>A little hard work fixes everything

>>717463004
Its weird how no one brought this up as if its natural thing most people do. Just fucking eat the cookie and sip some milk. Why do all that unnecessary extra shit?

>>717458657
>I have horrifically crippling adhd
You're gonna want to speak to a psychiatrist while you still can. Preferably one who specializes in that kind of thing.

>>717458657
Listen. If you don't get a job, you and your family will pretty much die because of your silly meme diseases. Sorry about your dad. Nobody wants to work, but some of us must.

>>717442268 (OP)
Get a job, nigger.

>>717468813
Yeah, the cookie falling apart in the milk ruins both.

>>717443642
not gonna lie I used to get dozens of emails a day and only answered maybe 5 but then again I wasn't customer facing so I didn't give a fuck

only barely fucking related but been in this situation that's annoying the shit out of me
>have group of friends that play mutlitplayer games of all types
>wide berth of games
>player a smaller selection at the start we're all familiar with
>want to play some of these
>nah how about [new game]
>ok
>all the rest (neets) have been playing it a ton
>played very little myself if it all
>play together
>get shitstomped virtually everytime since they've grinded it all out and know every in and out of all the weapons, items, maps, skills, etc
>play frustrated all the time due to being piss poor
>knuckle down and get a hang of it finally, actually able to enjoy
>want to play said game
>nah how about [new game]
really can't put into words how frustrating this is
though it depends on the game somewhat, some aren't so punishing to be bad at or are at least entertaining in that fashion
I was thinking of just fucking off thinking they were all gamer gods I'd never touch but on the games I'm familiar with, I manage fine, but damn.
Probably just frustrate to easily too :(

>>717442268 (OP)
Hear me out, but what if we killed all console players, controller users, and faggots with RGB keyboards? How would this impact the world?

>>717442268 (OP)
now that you understand, do what needs to be done

>>717469852
Why is he bricked up

>>717442268 (OP)
>Have a job
>During my free time I would just browse here and watch YouTube
>Be NEET
>Browse here, watch YouTube, but can also play games now
Why the FUCK have people not taken the NEETpill in 2025

>>717444454
they do that a lot there

>>717470350
Brotha, I gotta
>pay for utilities
>pay my feudal rent (land tax) or lose the property I already own
>buy food for pets
>buy agricultural supplies so that we can grow some healthy fruit and veggies
>save for emergencies/car repair
What wonderland u livin in?

>>717470747
Well obviously my post doesn't apply to based farmers

>>717467723
Back when I was in my 20s, I unironically loved doing this shit. It was an absolute test to see how much money I could make as fast as possible.

And while that did pay off in a huge way (bought lots of stock at the time), I only really did it for a few years before I was like LMFAO why?

>>717469852
LMFAO 100k a month? Shit i'd work for a year and retire on those wages.

>>717442268 (OP)
t. FAILED normalFAG

>>717442705
This made my whole week.

>>717469852
This dude injects himself with pozzed roid needles, and takes dick weekly.

>>717470850
i have some coworkers that do this
even though we make pretty good money
I don't get it
I think they may just be bad with money, I hear them talk about sports betting some

>>717464493
you don't get to choose what you go into when you join the military
you give them a list of what you'd like and they pick
you ain't getting cyber
I tried joining with a bachelor's in IT and they didn't give me anything remotely cyber related

>>717469852
It's fucking GO TIME!

>>717471709
I don't get it.

>>717471709
there's no boot camp for your face bro

>>717471709
this is the gayest thing I have seen all week. How do virgins fall for this shit?

>>717442268 (OP)
I've been unemployed for 32 years and games are still fun
I'm playing Starsector right now

>>717458657
>horrifically crippling adhd
Like torurrets, this is not a real condition. Have some self control.

>>717470747
dude i gotta ask, are you making bank as a farmer? cause the guys who sell meat in my neighborhood are fucking loaded. they don't even raise the livestock.

i hate being unemployed and broke. i want new pc parts. sigh

>>717442268 (OP)
Skill issue.

>>717469852
Hes right tho, everyone earning under 100k a month should be shot

>>717472538
Nope, brother growing garden and trees to eat, that's all.

>>717472816
Wait how the fuck you eat a tree are you a beaver

I have completely lost interest in playing video games. My job has me on the computer 8 hours a day. I don't want to do anything anymore. I've considered suicide 3 times over the past year. It doesn't get better.

>buy 6 gallons of whole milk
>drink one gallon throughout the day, keep it chilled in minifridge next to pc between swigs
>use previous milk gallon as piss bottle
i once did this for a month straight

>>717458657
Have you tried getting a grip?

>>717471510
You're a retard you 100% get to choose if you score high enough on the asvab. All the skilled work they need done is in high demand

Tldr just don't be stupid

>>717442268 (OP)
Does this dude not have a cup/bowl? Way more effort cutting a can in half that you might cut yourself on

>>717473389
my lowest asvab score was 88
what job you get is based on military demand
if they don't need more cyber people, they won't give you cyber

My grandpa immigrated to the praries, from nothing bought 20 acres of land, and ended up supporting a family of 8 by himself with a job as an indoor door installer

Meanwhile I'm on dual income, no kids, and barely seeing the bank account go up each month

Somethings gotta give, right?

>>717466343
>employees only come to help when he strikes back
l m a o

>>717473389
If you score high you get booted retard the army doesnt hire smart alecks since youre harder to boss around

>>717473369
Definitely appealing to extremely bad actors (why is everyone shirtless in every fucking shot?) but doesn't seem bad for a time
Men love structured things like that and the lack of them is definitely a detriment, but I doubt the intentions of whoever the fuck is running that repstein island

>>717473369
>no entertainment
>shows a guy reading
Pardon?

>>717473369
>>717473853
>no gaming
>shows two guys playing chess

>>717472936
Oh, you larping faggot. I'm on the computer 8 hours a day for my REAL work, and here I am. Stop trying to discourage people from NOT letting their lives collapse.

>>717442268 (OP)
>Vidya is really hard to enjoy when you're unemployed
no the fuck it isn't. i've been NEETing this year and i've been having a fucking blast. i'm really sad i have to go back to work within the next month. i am dreading what my life is about to become.

>work is gay and soul crushing
>NEETing is gay and soul crushing
It's so over

>>717458657
Literally just get gov't housing and gibs.

if you are 30 an unemployed, shameful...

>work 80 hours a week
>finally, my day off
>can't wait to play shooter slop
>get on shooter slop
>get absolutely steamrolled by sweaty 13 year olds who play said game for 60 hours a week or the unemployed NEETs who literally live in the game trying to become the next esport pro

>>717474376
I've lived both lives.

It's much nicer having the freedom money provides (own place, car, things you want etc.) and not being judged by your family. However my job is generally cushier than most other people's so I may reconsider this if it ever gets to 'soul crushing' tier.

>>717474626
Well good thing I'm 29.

>>717474873
just be better dude
it's mostly genetic

>>717473369
this seems cool in theory but this is one of those things where you could easily find yourself in a cult or some weird shit like that

Malt liquor tastes better when you've got problems.

>>717468827
How do I motivate myself to even look up how to do that?
I can't even brush my own teeth

>>717473369
did they really have to make it look like a gay sex camp?

>>717461606
I'm genuinely incapable of addressing the things that are stressing me
or the things I would have to address are really huge hurdles that I can't just avoid with baby steps anymore
just existing as myself is extremely difficult, I have such bad OCD and intrusive thoughts I'm mentally exhausted all of the time from doing completely pointless nigger shit and it feels completely impossible to be actually productive

I'm going to Bukowskimax and work some menial wagie job hungover while working on my art outside of work. I had an epiphany and realized all that matters is art so I will clean toilets or work in a factory just to survive enough to continue my art.

>>717474873
i avoid those games, take the coop pill

I went on /sig/ and self improved myself into making 55k after about a year of work my job and got a little promotion. Not bad from pissing in bottles and living in filth for about three years in neetdom. Obviously it was tough going out and actually doing that shit but after about a month it felt normal.

>>717442268 (OP)
>consoleoid

>>717442268 (OP)
>this is the anon convincing you that payment processors deciding morality for you is actually a good thing

>>717458657
How much of the house is paid off? There are a few options here. Reverse mortgage or sell the house, you'll keep whatevers left after debts are paid...or better yet, have the house put in your name, you'll get the full amount as his debts aren't yours. unironically talk with chatGPT.

>>717444345
he lives alone with a low tier job he's already winning
now he gets a working wife and call it a day with two salaries and kids

>>717469512
This would wipe out the third world and eastern Europe.

>>717443387
>>717465769
Unironically proud to own my physical 3DS games.

>>717444345
At least he lives in a country with actual healthcare. Plently of people in the US in this same situation and are literally one bad medical bill away from being completely fucked

>>717442268 (OP)
>Vidya is really hard to enjoy when you're unemployed
I disagree. I quit my job a week ago, and I've been enjoying vidya so much more now. I'm going to take the rest of the summer off and enjoy myself.

>>717475405
I wish I had better advice but I'm really similar to you. It fucking sucks. If you get to my age you realize how fast time passes and you'll likely never get to do the shit you wanted to do.

The most real input I can give is that at some point, shit gets so bad that you're forced to do something about it. Basically reactive vs proactive. Shit might get bad enough to a point where you'll have to do something, it will suck ass, but at least you'll finally do whatever it is you need to do.

>>717475739
>paying medical bills
What are they going to do? Break your arm again?

>>717475739
ignorant retard

Speaking from experience you don't want to be an older unemployed anon.

Because it looks sad and pathetic when you are a 30 something year old in a basic shit tier job you should've done as soon as you turned 20.

>>717442268 (OP)
I’m literally this

I like being a NEET and gaming. Sometimes I don't want to play games either but it's not the end of the world, I just do something else for a while instead until some games call to me. I've tried new genres of games and ended up with new favorites. I doubt I'd care to expand my horizons so much while I had a job. I notice a lot of people who have jobs think gaming sucks because they just play the same shitty games over and over forever and never move on past cod/moba shit and skyrim. Why don't more NEETs especially long term ones just accept their loser nature? Seriously, if you wanted to live normie life don't you think you would have actually tried to live it by now? Do normies even seem happy to you? Just look how zogslaves in this thread need everyone to be like them because they feel a need to justify their existence by being useful, while a lot of them probably have jobs where they send emails and pretend to work all day, which isn't my idea of useful. I would know, I made my NEET money in the least useful and most lucrative possible way.

>>717472730
I make 2k a month and spend at least half of my time at work reading (I still hate it)

Unironically just get a job at a company that does government contracts, bonus points if you can get a security clearance

>>717475862
Better late than never.

>>717475835
yep, america definitely doesn't completely assrape you through medical bills, yep insurance companies NEVER try to argue with you about paying for necessary services YEP!

TRVTH NUKE: If your career path didn't set you on an internship and you basically got to skip the job searching and dealing with HR and got hired right after it ended, chances are your career isn't worth shit and you're working a useless seatwarmer job.

>>717442268 (OP)
>When you're unemployed
Now's the time to learn to pirate little zoomie

>>717442268 (OP)
People that disagree with OP either haven't been unemployed very long or they're like 20 or something. Once you hit 30, it's impossible to enjoy video games while unemployed. You feel like absolute useless trash.

>>717460585
Then this is the perfect time to get revenge

>>717475919
What kind of companies do govt contracts? Consultants?

>>717442813
The Jasper (late 2009 model, which I think that is) is basically a slim on the inside.

I regret my video games degree. 17k in debt and uh no jobs. Not even 8 years ago when I got it, and I live right near Zenimax. Just too many people flooding it.

>>717475071
What do you mean you can't brush your own teeth
It's easier than posting here

>>717475835
That anon is correct though

>>717474185
based neetGOD

>>717475609
he said he still owes over a hundred thousand dollars on it, and it probably needs about that much worth in repairs and maintenance that he has willfully neglected for decades
the foundation is literally falling apart and the walls are cracked, my door doesn't latch half of the year because the house moves so much

my mother owns half the house but she hasn't contributed financially to it ever since the down payment 20+ years ago

>Why do adults drink?
>9 year old me.
>13 years later and I found out why.

>>717476008
The one I'm at does a lot of software and data engineering for the military. And you know they're never gonna run out of money.

>>717475764
my family is fucking terrible, I'm so tired of having to literally fight and get into a screaming argument just to get fucking anything done
it's made me isolate myself more and more just to stay sane and not see red every second

>>717476043
Your skin must not be brown enough then. Go outside and get some sun.

>>717468813
It's ragebait, duh

>>717475764
forgot the point, that being of course nothing gets done and I can't help myself hiding away in my room all day every day from my own family who seems intent on sabotaging me and belittling every effort I ever make
I go out of my way to clean the floor and get yelled at because I made someone wait for 5 fucking seconds when they're literally too physically incapable to clean fucking cat vomit off of the floor themselves

>>717464784
>pic
this can't be real

>all my work from homos are getting called back into office 5/5 days a week despite living up to 50 miles away now that covid is long done.
>always all whining in unison on discord in the morning as they get stuck in MD to VA traffic.

>>717475805
Worse, they use their vile jew magic to directly attack your credit score.

>>717442268 (OP)
That cramped broom closet of a room doesn't look very comfy

>>717475986
Just say I can’t allow myself to enjoy anything unless I’ve met society’s criteria for being useful next time.

>>717476231
>>717476395
It's easier said than done but literally the best thing you could do for yourself right now is move out. It will be scary for a while, but there is tremendous power in being self sufficient. Both internally (confidence) and externally (respect from those around you).

Sign a lease, take out a loan if you have to, and get the fuck out.

Aren't your parents and friends like a little sad or disappointed in you? Does that not drive you forward towards improving your situation?

>>717466343
really should have poured his drink out on her for maximum impact

>>717476661
I have too much stuff to move out, I can't even get a fucking driver's license or a car
I'm so obsessive compulsive I spend ten minutes rearranging everything on my desk if I happen to bump into it, the thought of tearing everything down and stuffing it in boxes and having to go through all of that nigger shit and stress unironically makes me want to blow my brains out

>>717442268 (OP)
imagine being this guilt ridden while minorities get paid to live by tax dollars of the working man

>>717472548
Being employed made me stop giving a fuck about upgrading my pc

>>717476789
My life doesn't run on guilt and fear of judgement

>>717476661
my dad has cancer and can't even get the groceries or do laundry himself anymore, and I have cats that are obsessed with me and have only ever lived in the house their whole lives

how the fuck am I supposed to move out

>>717476928
and it led you into being a neet...

>>717476661
Just so you know, that dude makes threads always whining about his family (mostly his dad). You can give all the advice in the world but he's just going to keep making excuses about why he can't change.

>>717477015
What's bad about doing whatever you want all day?

>>717458657
You have neither of those conditions. You have a dopamine addiction from the internet. Cut off your internet access and replace your phone with a prepaid flipphone that can do email. You will be cured within 2 months.

>>717475986
I only enjoyed video games when I was unemployed. I feel like I never have enough time between household chores and Suisei streams to play games anymore.

>>717476859
Whenever I get myself in these kinds of thought loops I tell myself
>activate lizard brain
What if I have to pack all my stuff and it takes really long?
>nope, lizard brain
What if I forget something while packing?
>fuck you, I'm a lizard
I have to organize everything on my desk!
>lizard
You're an animal. All animals need self preservation instincts to survive. Fuck your desk and your stuff. You need to get out so you can live your life. Stop catastrophizing, forget about your stuff, and start fresh. Activate lizard brain.

If you live near a major city, there's probably public transport. Find a place near a bus or train stop and get a pass.

>>717477085
probably not very sustainable long term, and you can't really ever do anything beyond being inside your own house.
>friends want to go on a beach trip?
can't go because no money or car
>want to impress girl you are interested in?
probably not interested in dating someone with no life goals.

list goes on...

>>717477104
I've had these problems since I was child before the internet even fucking existed
shut the fuck up and kill yourself

>>717477123
buying things I care about and cleaning my room and putting things I like in it instead of things my parents just put there has been my biggest source of happiness and the biggest turnaround for me mentally out of anything I've done in my entire life

>>717476994
I'm not sure if you're the same anon as the other guy but you should probably take care of your dad until he passes away (if it's terminal). If it's not terminal then hopefully he recovers. In either case, it's not a permanent situation. Hang in there.

>>717477379
I'm not capable of taking care of him
I can't even take care of myself

>>717467643
he makes more money than you

Self improvement comes from within, you can talk to a therapist all you want but if you don't truly want to fight for it then it isn't going to happen.

>>717477221
The time in my life when I had the most success with women was when I had no job and no money. I prefer doing whatever I want all day to working all day. Also I'm a neet because I made a ton of money, then inherited even more money. My life goal is to take it easy. What you're saying is not relevant to me. I don't think you should live your life based on the idea other people will be disappointed in you. It's honestly slave logic.

>>717477571
I need a reason to fight
I don't care about myself enough to fight for my own well being unless I am literally in physical pain at that exact moment

>>717477343
You should find other, internal sources of happiness. Materialism is a fleeting vice.

I had an episode about 10 years ago where I got rid of all my old videogames. A few years later, I got into emulation and really deeply regretted getting rid of my games before I could dump my saves. It's something I still "grieve" about, even though it's silly, but I take solace in the experiences those games gave me. What is it about your stuff that gives you happiness? Really dig into that and try to think of other, non physical things that could give you similar feelings. I can't answer that for you because I'm not you.

WHY ARE AUTISTS SO ATTENTION SEEKING

>>717477634
my internal source of happiness is accepting my autistic ass self and indulging in my retarded materialism after a lifetime of being abused by my own family for not being normal enough

I am not exaggerating when I'm saying it's the source of my happiness and the reason I have improved at all after being a horrifically depressed neet for over ten FUCKING years

I went into the trades and now I make cool shit out of metal
I'm left alone because my boss knows I'm at least competent enough that he can give me a drawing and leave me along for the week and I'll be done whatever long run he needs. It pays well enough that I'm not horribly broke and living paycheck to paycheck. Pay could certainly be better, but it's at least better than the average person's income
My only problem is that my hobbies and interests outside of work are all pretty introverted so my schedule is simply work then go home to do stuff alone. Never have a chance to actually meet people

>>717475071
It's never really a matter of "motivation." That's just what they say in grade school when they don't understand what's wrong with you. They can give you every incentive and bonus to do what you need or maybe even want to do but it doesn't really help.

Just try setting the events in motion. Make a doctors appointment. If you're not sure how insurance works, asks your parents. Speak to your general physician and voice your concerns and they'll put you on a path. Check the insurance website and see what doctors near you take your insurance.

I know it's difficult or outright impossible at times to do certain things (or to do them regularly) but it's also important not to fall into a cycle or learned helplessness or saying "well I've got adhd so I can't do this." Having a disorder like that makes it hard to determine how much you're at fault versus how much it is holding you back but once if you don't take the steps to get help once you're aware then it doesn't really matter.

>>717477738
What trades are the least gross and least physically destroying of your body?

>>717477792
electrician is a good one

>>717442268 (OP)
Cutting cans with scissors is absolutely retarded, the chance of swallowing tiny shards of sharp metal are huge.

>>717477762
anon I literally did that, my doctor sent me to some shit generalized therapy program and when I asked about getting the more specific help I needed I was literally told I needed to go elsewhere and do it on my own, which means it's not going to fucking happen
I don't even have a doctor anymore because he left the entire fucking network after I painstakingly chose him and his location specifically and now I have to fucking do it all over again
The whole system is a fucking joke, people who actually need help can't get it and now I'm going to lose my fucking health insurance because washington is full of people who need to be put in front of a firing squad

>>717442268 (OP)
i dunno i spent last week playing shin megami tensei 3 nocturne for 150th time for 12 hours a day and sleeping like a baby
seems like a you problem, bud

>>717476043
Have you tried tightening up the graphics on level 3?

>>717442268 (OP)
The final redpill is paternity leave scamming.
The one win out of the gay equality shit is paternity leave is often equal to maternity.

Find the most generous leave program a job offers and start having kids, take it at half time. I've been on paternity leave for 4 years.

>>717477792
>Least gross and least physically destroying
CNC machining programmer in a medical, aerospace, or non-fossil fuel energy shop. I know a guy who makes stuff for nuclear reactors and his day is just sending programs to machines that have robot arms to load and unload parts because the tolerances are so picky that it's more accurate to program a machine to do that. He's in a climate controlled building that maintains a consistent 20C to account for material growth/shrinkages due to temperature and everything is strictly cleaned and maintained. The downside is this job is fucking stressful because removing 0.0001" can be the difference between a good part and a paperweight that's more expensive than your annual pay. I'm kinda jealous of him because I work in cast iron mostly and that shit is awful to breath in.

>>717442268 (OP)
This guy lives in a small storage unit now. Whether it's to farm more viewer engagement I don't know. But it seems like he lost his job and just spent his time gaming and has given up.

>>717442268 (OP)
I literally have the mouse and keyboard

>>717442925
>lifting heavy shit, studying astronomy or whatever, gardening, going to the gun range
this is the "adult" equivalent of playing with toys. useless time wasting artificial challenges just like video games. maybe get a pacifier too while you're at it

>>717442268 (OP)
so many things wrong with this video

>>717477879
>raining outside
oops looks like I can't work today. Overall it's very comfy job

>>717478190
>this is the "adult" equivalent of playing with toys.
That's called having a hobby, yes. Everyone does this

>>717461612
I'm like this with a slightly better commute
Life is fucking hell, I basically only feel alive on Saturday

>>717478190
At least they're real hobbies and you're not telling your 60 year old parents that you're still spending all day looking at a screen instead of doing cool outdoor stuff like they are despite being senior citizens.

>>717477926
Check your provider website for in-network psychiatrists (NOT psychologists) who specialize in ADHD and call them. It worked for me but I get the impression I got lucky and found a decent doctor.

And yeah the system is fucked.

Bunch of fucking whiny ass cuntz ITT. Work, don't work, just stop fucking whining. Your "autism" is a ready excuse for anything.

>>717478230
>everyone does it.
i have never seen anyone appeal to popularity and not be some kind of retard. have fun with your hobbies

>>717451196
I-I like my job though. And it's only 6 hours a day and it's remote....

>>717478302
I literally had to instruct my provider myself over the phone on how to find the primary care doctor I wanted because their website is such a useless piece of shit that hasn't been updated since 2003
medicaid is a complete joke

>>717478295
i don't feel alive even on sundays

>>717478297
>real hobbies
there is no difference. pretending like physical activities matter is just the latest fashion. well if you do things for social acceptance then yes lifting heavy things and growing things you don't need is "better".
>you're not telling your 60 year old parents that you're still spending all day looking at a screen instead of doing cool outdoor stuff like they are despite being senior citizens.
woman brain

grass is always greener
you come back from work and you can't actually wind down with a video game because you feel like you should be productive in your personal life as much as you are productive in your professional life

>>717478561
>there is no difference
(you)

>>717478302
yeah sure let's get op hooked up on stimulants that will cause a lifelong addiction worse than any other drug yes worse than heroin and lead him down the path of depravity and despair so he can uhhhhhh clean his room and uhhhh maybe stack boxes for money at a warehouse

>>717478560
yeah sundays are pure hell
of the 2 out of 7 days of the week you're not working, one of them is just as bad if not worse than a working day

>>717475904
>Seriously, if you wanted to live normie life don't you think you would have actually tried to live it by now?
i think i have a unique perspective on this from the other anons here. i grew up a loser weeb retard on 4chan, then i grew up and got a career in finance and actually tried to force myself to be a normie.

i fit in pretty well for a few years, i even dated/fucked some hot basic bitches, but the whole time it felt like a lie. dishonesty fucking sucks, being a normie just doesn't come naturally for some of us (all of us here), and the constant masking will drain the fuck out of you.

a few years ago i got laid off and subsequently spent a couple years unemployed. that's when i slipped back into loser weeb retard mode. i've gotten a job since then, but i have no desire to pretend to be a normie anymore, not even for the hot girls. but now i'm 35 and basically just gonna die alone because i've lost any and all desire to socialize.

some of us truly will be here forever.

>>717478391
Yeah alright anon, what's your great routine and spare time thing you do to unwind that is somehow better than
>Personal physical fitness (lifting)
>Personal mental wellness (studying)
>Going outdoors (Gardening)
>Sports (Shooting)
He's not even saying to never play video games either.

>>717478640
useless time wasting activity A vs useless time wasting activity B BUT B is popular and cool

>>717477473
that's clearly not true. you're alive and posting here. that means you've survived. can't speak for your dad, but the fact you're still posting here means you have something in you to keep you going, however primal it may be.

>>717476098
housing is an assets that's went up in value over the years universally. you might be surprised. check the estimate https://www.zillow.com/how-much-is-my-home-worth/
knock off 10k/20k or so for repairs. knock off whats owed to the bank, just so you can have an idea of what you'll have to work with after a sale. We all suffer in our own ways. I'll pray for you anon.

>>717478743
how much do you weight?

>>717477616
that's not a normal situation, unemployment is woman repellent. when i was unemployed i didn't even bother with dating at all. women find me subhuman when i'm unemployed.

>>717477272
You are still a child

>>717478903
>unemployment is woman repellent
lel

>>717478738
i stare at a screen for 15+ hours a day

>Personal physical fitness (lifting)
so 2-3 hours per week max? for what? so you can live longer and lift more stuff?
>Personal mental wellness (studying)
this is just stupid. i do like learning because it's fun and triggers my happy places in my brain but it has nothing to do with mental wellness other than giving you a dopamine boost. it's just another way to waste time unless you're learning something meaningful
>Going outdoors (Gardening)
you can just walk around and even besides that it also falls under the health category. be healthy so you can uh live longer and have MAYBE less pain? sure why not but in the end it's just living for the sake of living and you could do that even when unhealthy. it doesn't matter how long you live. you will never be ready for death
>oh gee good that i lived a few years more now i enjoyed life to the fullest and can depart in peace
sure
>Sports (Shooting)
Sports (Video game)

>He's not even saying to never play video games either.
and i'm not saying not to do any of those things either but they are essentially the same as playing video games

>>717478094
you know that commercial was a lie because hot babes like this did NOT working in the games industry back then

>>717478815
source: fuck around and find out

>>717478903
it usually is unless you are dating some hoe that also is pretty much in the same situation but she's got the woman bonus so it doesn't appear quite as loserlike

>>717444345
>I can barely afford fast food from vending machines
>however could I afford to live with someone else who also has a salary?
You could also use "I have a wife and I'm trying for a child" to play with the emotions of your employer.
Having two incomes might also allow you to find and rent a place that costs both of you less to live in... even before considering how utility bills will be cheaper.

It feels rich sometimes looking at the consoomer market in Japan, from food to funkos to electronics, and being told "Ugh, I can't afford to live!"

>>717478890
have you ever peed your bed at night? i don't but i pee in it at day because i'm just such a naughty boy

>>717478190
>useless time wasting
what is useful time spending in your opinion

>>717479161
arguing with strangers on the internet and telling them how stupid they are

>>717477731
It's the only source of happiness you know. That doesn't mean it's the only source that exists. You have to keep searching. Being so dependent on your belongings for happiness is like being in debt for the rest of your life. What if your house burns down? You would lose everything. I really hope you wouldn't kill yourself after that over some stupid toys. It's all in your head, anon.

>>717479193
This

I'm glad I bought 500 etheruem back in 2016 when it was like $1 and held that shit. Same with bitcoin I bought three coins when it was $600/piece.
Then 1m dogecoin in 2018 when it was 0.0028 for the memes and sold in 2021 at 0.50 for half a million.
Feel bad for anyone now though the chances to exit the rat race has practically dried up.

>>717478561
>>717478743
Interacting with the real world gives you real world skills. Gardening can get you a job in landscaping, shooting is useful for joining the military, lifting can be used in construction. Playing video games only makes you good at video games and that's only useful if you can make money doing that, either by being skilled enough to win prizes in competitive tournaments or being charismatic enough to stream on Twitch. It's not worth it because those markets are oversaturated and you're probably not that good at games or that good at talking to an audience.

>>717478903
So what you're saying is your whole complex about usefulness is a massive projection? Thats what I thought. You wagies have no time to think about why you think what you do so you need a chad NEET to help you get there. Whether or not my situation is common, that doesn't mean your main motivation to do things in life should be not letting people down and wanting to be seen as worthy. I need to work to have permission to play video games. That's just sad.

>>717460880
Fucked up those bunnies ate magnets.

>>717479401
what about making video games instead of playing them

>>717479336
How do you sell memecoins back for real money?

>>717479063
you're not necessarily wrong but it's a limited way of looking at it.

The retards who are always too busy to think have it right.
We're designed to be stimulated and deal with problems. We lose that we become overthinking cretins that look for problems. Modern life just doesn't throw enough tangible problems that feel immediate at us.

>>717479401
Insane logic.
>landscaping job
if you dont own the business you're getting minimum wage, if you get hired at all. if american, youre competing with under the table mexicans getting paid a couple of bucks an hour.
>shooting
they teach you how to shoot, you dont get paid based on your ability to shoot. the highest paid positions dont ever fire a gun in combat.
>dont play games because they dont make you money
holy zogslave

>>717444345
>$1500
>can BARELY live alone
That's way better than in the US, $2000 a month is still homeless wages in most of the country

>>717479235
I'm autistic, being attached to objects is what my brain does

>>717479582
>thinking is bad
>working is the solution
>noticing things is wrong

>>717442268 (OP)
well I don't see anything wrong in this webm
except for that whole soda can thing
that shit is unacceptable

>>717442268 (OP)
What do you think he jerks off to

>>717479656
Not saying the system isn't fucked up.
You can be a defeatist and get beat by it and cry unfair.
Doesn't make you happier :)

>>717479716
I think he jerks off into the can

>>717479401
>Interacting with the real world gives you real world skills
then just do the real world thing instead of play-pretending
>Gardening can get you a job in landscaping
just get the job. they hire and train retards. you will be fine
>shooting is useful for joining the military
lol no. if you want to train for the military then stare at a wall for a few hours. 90% of the military as a grunt is waiting around. the rest is paper work if you're lucky
>lifting can be used in construction
just do the job then

everything you mentioned is just like saying playing a flight simulator prepares you for being a pilot. i mean maybe? still only play-pretending

>>717479716
call of duty hentai on newgrounds

>>717479582
well said i agree with you

>>717479880
i call my duty on the new ground if you catch my drift senpai

>>717479878
nta but what he means is that gaining real world skills has more long-term value. if you're good at fortnite, what happens when they shut the game down or your internet gets cut off?

Become a Buddhist, commit to the eight-fold path, free yourself from the material world, give up your possessions, give up your games, let all of your friendships die, meditate, do yoga, fast, abstain from sex and drugs, achieve Nirvana

>>717479410
it might depend where you live, the city i live in is basically LA 2.0 spliced with Sanfran, it's very materialistic here and a "so what do you do" kind of city. the women here are extremely superficial.

>>717480002
>nta but what he means is that gaining real world skills has more long-term value.
a job has the most long-term value. doing a hobby for financial value is like training a single kick for years so you can participate in MMA one day. it's even worse than wasting away playing videos games because it's such a delusional cope

>>717480083
I ain't doing cocaine and shotgunning myself in the face

>>717480083
mmmm..... no.... very unwise

>>717480083
will you go into the light or abstain

It’s funny because I don’t think it’s the twelve hours, six day work schedule that really pushed us to be neets. It’s that there is no home to come back to. No wife, no kids. Working for nothing. Working for a society that doesn’t respect us. Hates us for existing.

>>717479581
Through the stock exchange. There is a reason they cracked down hard on memecoins etc. because it's literally just free money and they can't allow that. It's no different than the federal reserve with the dollar. It only has buying power because of the belief the dollar is worth something and the USA enforces that through it's military stranglehold around the world.

>>717480083
>give up your worldly possession to me
Sounds like a scam

>>717480240
Yes. Now the sign says do it for no one.

>>717480240
NEETs aren't going to settle down with a mid foid if given the option. They want a girl that they don't deserve.

>>717480549
Maybe the mid foid today is a horrible creature?
Can’t remember the last time I enjoyed the company of a woman, let alone liked that individual. As soon as they open their mouth, all I hear is self centered nonsense.

I wish I was still unemployed. Didn't have a job from 2009-2024. I'm 37 years old.

>>717444345
im forever doomed to work shitty dead end jobs because ever since i was in highschool i decided that i would just eventually kill myself someday but it hasnt happened yet and it probably never will cause im too much of a coward and because of that i just have no drive or aspirations because i figure why bother if im just gonna take myself out eventually?
many such cases i suppose

>>717479086
Hot babe?

>>717482102
A few of my friends have killed themselves. They didn't really plan it I think because the deaths happened so randomly. Planning is dumb, it's a spur of the moment thing, you feel it and go.

>>717481665
how did you manage to get one during the worst period for job seekers

>>717442268 (OP)
Whoever filmed that webm is in a whole lot more trouble in life than you, OP

>>717482261
Retail, they'll hire anyone.

>>717442567
Very entertaining image

>>717482207
Why did they do it?

>>717442268 (OP)
Why didn't he just buy cookie crisp?

>>717482447
Who knows, they never left a note. ex-girlfriend just went to his house one day and found him hanging by his belt. Other friend just shot himself a day after getting married, another shot himself at random. No signs, no visible issues. Had the house, decent job, wife and kids.

How do you get autism bux in 2025, I can't take this shit anymore, I can't keep fucking leaving jobs months in because I'm a fucking waste of life

>>717473517
>>717473517
>>717473517
>>717473517
>>717473517
They always need more cyber people, literally too many retards, or 35Foxtrot. Also because everyone quits after 5 years

>>717459102
Wtf are you me anon?
Been waging only 2 years and I feel the same way

>>717465225
gibe moni plx

I'm 28 and I've never even tried to look for a job
How do I make myself do it

It's better to live a life of delusion and materiality.
Existing within the confine of one's brain and perceiving reality however you please should be how things go. Ceasing all confrontation, throwing away shame and abandoning everything to indefinitely pursue your hobby of interest until all's said and done.
The Buddhists only needed a contrapositive to their logic in order to set them straight: Nirvana is achieved through desire so thoroughly excessive, all sense of self is drowned and withers away. Peace and happiness are only realized through self-pleasure, or put another way, masturbation.

Unfortunately, however, the brainwashing we all undergo through school overrides our primordial push to that end by substituting it with a desire to work and exercise. School destroys your ability to 'sit down and do nothing'. It's what it's engineered to do. It facilitates an incessant mentality compelling one to study, to keep tabs on this or that, to report, and millions more mundanities. It's impossible for me to feel at ease until evening or night, because the years of brainwashing in school made me think I have to be 'productive' within that timescape.
School creates autism. Just like the military, though that one even more so.

>>717466343
dudes rock

>>717473369
They are having a lot of gay sex.

>>717483034
holy mother of cope

>>717472730
Please do.

>>717451780
>the outback
You mean the restaurant?

>>717475940
Talk to the hospital instead of the insurance company.

>>717442268 (OP)
>Vidya is really hard to enjoy when you're unemployed
Vidya is best enjoyed when unemployed. I pine for unemployment so I can play shitty jrpgs and old favorites until I get to
>that part
and there's new games I'd like to try with like gamefly and just beat them in a week. Unfortunately they keep paying me more and more and I make like 6 figures these days. I can finally afford vidya and it sits unopened for literal years. I have an inbox of games still wrapped in plastic I bought at full price that are now like 4.99 because I bought them when they came out and just never got a week to get the fuck into them and be about them. I miss the tism of playing a single game over the summer like 40 times non stop I was never a speed runner but man I could get some titles down pack and I miss that shit man. Even worse one day I'll have a wife and kids which will mean I get even less time to play vidya. I don't know if that's a bad thing, but I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact vidya helped me escape how shitty being poor was and having drunk parents and living in a shitty neighborhood and being robbed and I could just like plug the snes into the living room tv in the summer with the AC on sometimes and go to a fantasy world with crazy shit going on. Fuck man I love vidya if I didn't have to wake up in 5 hours to make a bunch of money I would stay up all night playing.

>>717483291
He obviously means the actual outback, anon.

>>717442567
Chips ahoy dropped into milk is kind of a nasty breakfast tho.

>>717442268 (OP)
just stream and say thats your job. all your problems solved

>>717442268 (OP)
I feel the same way. I actually haven't played videogames for the last 6 months and packed my increasingly obsolete gaming PC away until I get a job but no one will hire me I've been unemployed for so long. So much for that MSc. Can't even get hired for entree level teenager shit. Fuck me. I'm probably too mentally ill and mindbroken to deserve a chance. Who would want to risk it?

>>717442268 (OP)
>unemployed
that nigga has NRFB collectable shit. import export maxxxing is still an income even if you need liquidity to do it.

>>717456991
Is it literally all just family connections? I never saw any opportunities for shit like this.

>>717442268 (OP)
Hit the gym

>>717482102
i feel the same way.
the fact that i'm not really good at anything in particular doesn't help either

>>717484150
Yes. How do you think companies make the worst decisions of all time but the higher ups never get laid off and only the lowly devs.

>>717442268 (OP)
If it makes you feel better, it's impossible to enjoy gaming while you have a job.

>>717442813
If you got yours refurbished after 2008, then Microsoft ripped out the faulty GPU and replaced it with the one used in the slim models. Once they replaced the GPU the problems all went away.

>>717485167
Nah. If anything, I enjoy vidya even more after getting a job.

>>717478643
>lead him down the path of depravity and despair
He's already down it, you dumb nigger. Yeah, lets not try meds because they might make the dude whose life is falling apart struggle in life. It's always some normalfag whose so fortunate they literally can't imagine a scenario where someone might think any potential side effects are well worth the risk.
>that will cause a lifelong addiction worse than any other drug
Caffeine is far worse in my experience. I forget to take meds and go long periods without, even though it sucks and I stop doing shit I need to, because I miss an appointment and never get around to making another. Can go cold turkey with zero issues. None of that is true for caffeine.

>>717485370
I enjoy buying things, but I don't enjoy using them. When I wasn't working I enjoyed things, but not buying things.

>>717442268 (OP)
you gotta just rise and grind bro

shit will get interesting again
just get on that sigma grindset
just rise and grind bro
hustle and bustle
get moving nigga

>>717485398
>He's already down it, you dumb nigger
sweet summer child
>Caffeine is far worse in my experience
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

>>717485572
>sweet summer child
lmao, you don't know shit, you have no argument except being a condescending bitch.
>hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
You're one of those retards who overdosed to get high or even thinks hitting the pipe is the same thing as someone using with actual ADHD using it as prescribed, aren't you?

I like the random spider that crawls around this room more than any of you.

>>717480240
speak for yourself, i have learn to enjoy my solitude.
its the fact that you need money to do FUCKING ANYTHING that bothers me.

>>717485683
yeah kiddy meth is totally different when you have the big bad evil illness. that's why they call it meds and i even get dowsy when i take too much so it means i'm special and i'm just different ok mom?!?

>>717485683
also how dare you even suggest that taking the feels-good-want-more drug will EVER make me feel good and make me want to take more?!?!

>>717477221
>Caring about impressing women
Nu-/v/ is dogshit now

>>717477518
>>717444345
>>717449064
link?

>>717482207
I've had two of my friends kill them selves. One was living alone in a big city. Lost his job programming for a big medical firm. Got sick. Took some pills. Wrapped himself up in a blanket like he always did when he got sick. And then proceeded to melt off his bed the following weeks.
The other developed schizophrenia after he found out his father had a second family. He became pretty violent and unhinged. Caused a big enough problem that I had to cut him out of my life. He ended up going to that same big city and finding something to OD on in a stairwell.
I went to both of their funerals and I helped the family clean the first one's apartment. It took a while for his stuff to lose that smell. I kept up with everyone else up until 2020. I haven't spoken to anyone except for one of my friends since 2020. And from what I hear from him that's just the way it is anymore. Everyone's gone their separate ways.

>>717485869
lol
>yeah kiddy meth is totally different when you have the big bad evil illness
Yes, glad we cleared that up. Drugs often work differently on people who are genuinely sick. You don't want to take insulin if you're not diabetic either.
>>717485920
>double replied with two little bitch posts
Holy shit, you're seething lmao.
>will EVER make me feel good and make me want to take more
Never did for me. Maybe you shouldn't be taking drugs if you don't have an illness and you definitely shouldn't be taking them more than prescribed.

>>717482594
>a day after getting married
I think I found the problem

>>717477518
Youtube Shorts pay jackshit dumbass

>>717486281
please save our conversation somewhere. unfortunately i will never be able to see your face but i want you to be able to look back on what you wrote when the time is right

>tfw work retail wagie as a manager
>actually don't mind it, easily get days off if I just ask and it's not really hard work
>developed legitimate seething hatred for the elderly (specifically boomers) however

I've never seen a group of people so stupid but yet so angry at the most trivial bullshit imaginable. It has to be lead poisoning or something like that right?

>>717486426
That generation rebelled against their parents for teaching them how to be the most successful they could possibly be. That's why boomers didn't teach their children jack shit. Hundreds of years of progress in many families ceased with them.
Then they encouraged the academic world to further poison generations against success.

>>717486316
So far it has been about even as far as people in relationships and people who have never had them whom have killed themselves. So I genuinely don't see that as a connection. But anecdotal experiences isn't hard evidence, you're welcome to create whatever narrative you want to justify suicide, because at that point you're more or less trying to convince yourself more than me.

>>717486416
>please save our conversation somewhere
You say the same shit every other retard says, you're not special and nothing you say is worth saving. You don't even have a response to anything I say except acting like a condescending prick. You're just much of an unempathetic normalfag to consider that other people might not be taking it just to abuse it, that other people might be affected differently by it, or that it provides enough quality of life improvement to be well worth any potential side effects people like you always harp on about.
>unfortunately i will never be able to see your face but i want you to be able to look back on
Telling how much this is just about feeling superior and shitting on other people for you. You seem like a genuinely terrible person and I have nothing more to say to you. I could have been playing video games this entire time instead of talking to your dumb ass.

>>717487203
ok suit yourself and have fun while it lasts

>>717487203
oh and NEVER EVER watch porn while taking more than your recommended dose ok? not that anything bad will happen just don't do it