I cancelled the appointment to the hospital, I don't feel like I want to struggle going to the goddamn hospital all for naught again. I already have been having some... Emotional days, and I want to rest. I need to rest, and save money for a friend's birthday party.
>>214482317
>Damn, poor guy catching strays kek
He just holds himself back way too much, I feel like either he's not into me or he just... I don't know. I don't know, really.
I would try IRL but I feel like I'll get judged and get called a fatass and will be bullied to death or cheated on by some normie dude who has shitty standards of wanting a "Stacy" or a successful, perfect woman with a job, no previous experience dating, no mental illnesses, no bullshit. I can't compete in the dating market.
>might as well enjoy the ride and the pics
I can't feel aroused at all for someone who makes me feel negative emotions. My pussy just stops working completely.
>>214482335
Haahaa, believe me, I tried it. Didn't stop the sadness or bitterness. Tried benzos, alcohol, psych meds, nicotine, caffeine, eating, sex... I still feel like shit in the end. At least I can recognize it and try to soothe myself from wounds that required stitches long, long ago.

>>214199302
It is what it is. Just slowly let go of the rope if you see that things are not going well. Holding on too tight will just hurt you more in the end.
>>214199459
>In times past, your ancestors used to hunt for capybaras in the rainforest by climbing trees
I can imagine my ancestors probably just chilled with the capybaras and drank yerba mate with them until the spanish came over. And then when the spanish and jesuits came, the same thing happened.
The gentler, cuter, and friendlier the woman, the more animals will trust her, and that's where the strong men gotta take them down or herd them all together. This is a 380 IQ move.