>>82409996
Same.
6 year relationship with BPD autismo goth gf, ended badly back in feb
Haven't talked about the relationship at all. Met up twice to hang out and watch anime. 2nd time we cuddled and she "got overwhelmed" and is now ghosting me - texts me stupid stuff from time to time, but when I respond asking her how she is, she just ignores.
6 months of not talking about anything, kek. Total retardation.
Have constant dreams about her. Just had a great one last night/this morning where we had made up and were happy again and had to wake up to the horrifying reality.
Maybe one day, things will work out, brother. Just keep pushing on. I just keep telling myself I can't control other people, and if she never talks to me again it's actually a good thing because she legit ruined my life in many ways, yet I'm still attached to her. I feel like a fucking idiot but I'm letting myself feel how I feel because it's real, whether I like it or not.
How can we go from lovingly holding someone and creampie-ing her to not speaking at all? Life doesn't make sense sometimes.
>>82410086
Definitely don't do this.
