I'm convinced that its practically impossible to look at porn or fap if you are doing things every day that you genuinely care about, or only concerned with survival (real world). But you are raised to follow the system where it forces you to go through a bunch of gay meaningless bureaucratic humiliation ritual bullshit to waste as much of your time and vitality as possible and turn you into a buckbroken conformist faggot. You actively get punished for not following the provided format. My exposure to porn started when I was in the school system and unhappy, I was stuck doing boring shit I wasn't interested in. Porn is a similar coping mechanism to video games because it takes you away into something else and makes you excited. In many cases the excitement of wanting to fuck and ejaculate is the only thing that took me out of the agonizing boredom. The promise of cooming doesn't even really matter, the hyperstimulus of the imagery is enough to fire up your brain. Modern society is built to be boring, meaningless, superfluous, revolting, demoralizing. Whenever you are stuck in a situation you don't want to be in, because of society's design, you are prone to those pleasure/excitement outlets. Your body is trying to escape hell and jewish demons are taking advantage of it.