>>512746638
It's amazing to me that you don't think it matters. It's normal. It created you and I and everyone else. It's THE life experience.
It's a major thing in life that everyone should know. Getting a dog and loneliness isn't really the same subject at all. Just enmeshing your body with someone else and doing something with all the hormones you have matters. Even to you, no matter how much you delude yourself. You experience erections. Don't you want to play that out to its intended conclusion ever? To climax inside a female?
Of course you do. You just can't overcome the myriad social obstacles necessary to get there.
Must be a difficult life. But if you made it to your 30s, 40s, 50s... I guess you found a way to live life anyway. That's a hell of a handicap though. I can't even imagine.