>>82189514
Why don't you resort to kidnapping? Secretly build a soundproof basement, kidnap a pretty virgin girl then make her fall in love with you by Stockholm syndrome. I mean you have nothing to lose at that point if your bloodline is going to end. No amount of cope from having a career, a house or friends are going to change that.
Doing surveillance, find target, plan a route to avoid camera and you are good.

>>82153099
Find a look match, there is more than enough guys as ugly as you out there. But iq part is exaggerating, since a retard might not even understand the concept of self-loathing. I would put u around 90-100.

>>213676913
It's not that the environment is inherently terrible, just those rundown buildings, infrastructure that are the problem.