I am still a traveling 24 year old virgin.

In my period of convalescence, I started going to the gym again after a month of no fitness at all. Getting leaner just from all the walking and the cleaner food I've been eating, which is also generally cheaper than ordering slop to my doorstep. I am thinking I'll simply focus on leanmaxxing since being jacked would take forever from where I am vs just cutting down. I also want to get gyno surgery at some point. I am unironically thinking of slowly debt maxxing with credit cards, since my current funds should last me about 11 months or even a bit longer depending spending, using debt maxxing could potentially extend my travels a lot. And it would make aesthetics a bit easier since I could get that gyno surgery I always wanted without breaking the bank. I'd do tons of research beforehand so I don't commit to it blindly, since I could maybe extend my travels by many months if not a whole extra year on top of what I have. Then just declare bankruptcy like a degen. But this is all hypothetical.

Big trips take time to integrate. Sometimes I think back, like when I was on LSD a month ago and these 2 thots came up to me and basically said I should go out more since they never see me around. Thinking I might hit up the bar this weekend and talk to some Thai girls to try to just shed the v card before I hit 25. I'm a bit more whitepilld on girls now since I've had more positive interactions with them.

I've been a bit lazier than I'd like to admit when it comes to creativity, but I've also found I need to work on marketing and improve that avenue, so I'm branching out my skillset beyond just drawing skills. Weed is dirt cheap here which makes it tempting but I'm trying to keep my habit controlled, also it's annoying but I unironically find it easier to create on it, or at least push through the duller parts of the process more easily.

So, get lean, grow out my hair, draw and market more, and just live my best life is the plan.

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Arigato gozaimouse for humoring my histrionic behaviours. I had a borderline psychedelic experience last night and realized I have been treating my life somewhat poorly, and living it somewhat inauthentically. I realized I must try harder and commit harder to following through on things, whether it's combat sports or drawing. I realized I just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other and to keep chasing my ideals like a retard because I'm too hopelessly romantic to be a cringe cubicle cuck like a normie. I will do my best going forward, and also try to be more accepting of my flaws when I do mess up.

By the way, does anyone have that vertical screencap of Kim Jung Gi (RIP) talking about perseverance and how art should be like a steadily rising stock investment?