New spirit journey dropping next week.Sigh am nervous.I didnt even notice September is RLY soon too its like next week..New spirit journey a week at most.Am nervous n ill be lonely but its fr the best.Am rly nervous talking to new ppl n stuff.Sigh.I jst want to stay in status quo n never change anything in my life.Thats my instincts.Ill just try anyway.I dont know what else to do.