>>40763306

You have values, you are alive but it is a dreary existence. People like us were not meant to survive. One day I acknowledged that I would have to die no matter what. Physically or spiritually. I told myself: if I have to die, then avenge me. Keep my ideals, the things I value, in your heart. Keep them safe. Be my black knight, and destroy everything that holds me back. Everything I hate. Starting with me. And when my dreams are realized you may revive me. Only then for the first time might I love myself.