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Blackjack is a funny and endearing character, who's genuinely trying to do the right thing and help people. The setting just repeatedly contrives to fuck her and her friends over. She's "self destructive" because she keeps throwing herself in harms way to protect others, even when it gets her shot up.

Then she goes and gets all sad and angsty because ponies end up dying anyways. Which is the annoying part, you can't personally save everyone.

Her special talent is playing cards but I guess later on in the fic it gets contorted into this shit >>42696931