Another day of no nice autistic gf. I went to the board gaming evening today, playing with real people like that is fun even if I still can't make any connection at all no matter what I do. They were all nice and all but I felt like I did not belong there. I just want a close connection, also I only played with 3 other guys and a woman who already had a bf. But even if I would play with a girl without a bf I could never lead it to anything romantic since I am a socially inept autistic guy.

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I would not do it out of respect for my wife

I dreamt of a sweet and nurturing wife. it came in my dream when I saw another wife who was taking care of baby when I touched grass