drinking more wine to cope with it all. everyone in my life wants me to do things that conflict with eachother and it's tearing me apart inside because i care about all these people, but i can't do everything for everyone and no one is willing to compromise for my sake. i constantly get yelled at by everyone for not being who they want me to be, despite pushing myself past my limits to do more than i am capable of.
so, i drink until my head explodes.
;(
