I'm starting to become concerned about me only getting horny and getting off by jerking off with other people on discord. I want to do something with my life like become fit and meet women irl and have normal sex but instead end up jerking and cumming together with random anons on discord.
My honest true dream in my heart is to one day be free cruising around the country side on a bike feeling the wind against my face while not worrying about past, future or present and if possible with the love of my life i have't met yet.
feels like this dream is starting to be out of my grasp as long this is going on.
