Trying to block out my level and I just want to kill myself every step of the way, I don't get it.
Looking at pic related for my reference and if I could just get myself to block this out I'd be happy already, but anything I want to do just feels to heavy, I just want to code and look at pretty things, not do blender. And it's not like I'm bad at it, If you put a gun to my head I would get you a blockout because I do know how to use the tools. It's just that I just stare at the viewport and close the program after half an hour with 0 progress.
I'm at a point where I'm willing to pay for someone to help make stuff in a low poly version of pic related and hand them hundreds of buckos, but I can't find artists on X who do this type of stuff.

What am I doing wrong? Is this a good thing, am I supposed to suffer to make something great, is this normal or am I truly a lost cause.