>>939277454
defo a gradual thing.
I suppose my first sign was I never thought the idea of being gay was odd in the slightest despite my parents desperately tryna shelter me from it. I think my first sign was when i was 14. had a lot of friends who said they were gay/trans throughout middle school so I heard a lot about how they found out and their "escapades" as they got older. I remember one of my friends was a particularly horny gay and would talk about it frequently. I was spending the night at his house and after talking for a long time he fell asleep. I thought he looked kinda cute sleeping and for whatever reason decided to climb in bed with him. Obviously creepy but I didn't do anything but sleep. he kinda just asked why i was in bed with him the next morning and I realized I had a crush. just sorta opened me up to my sexuality from that point on.
Just someone interesting. I don't even mind that much if we're compatible, just someone who I can say I've never met someone else like before.
My long hair, my big ass, and my voice i guess.
I wish these kinds of threads did better. even /lgbt/ tends to mostly be doomerism which sucks in large doses.
