Coworker Girl said there is no chemistry between us but she likes me as a close friend as we know each other for more than a year. Early this week she told tha she wants to see a horror movie, but nobody wants to go with her as her friends don't like these type of movies. I showed subtly tha I watched and also liked these types of films.
On Saturday she organized a small party for a few colleges andI also was invited. We talked about a bunch of things and movies and she mentioned again that she doesn't want to go alone to watch a movie. We talked about some horror films that we both saw.
Does she want my company? Should I ask her out? Of course not as a date. Is this a hint for me?

I helped a lot of people out throughout my life. When I was in school I used to help many others with their exams and assignments. When i became a wagecuck in big tech, i guided many of my juniors who I didnt even know with interview guidance, resume help and even lended money to few of my old friends.

As I grew older and more cynical somehow I have this sinking feeling that the universe should have rewarded me with a good life, wife and kids but that never happened. I feel like a bad immoral person now