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She's not really my threadcrush or anything but someone who was crushing on me previously who I was being oblivious about it because I'm kind of autistic and in hindsight I was really rude to her but we've kind of probably patched it over I guess except I still think it's stupid I let her get away and I just kind of let it haunt me sometimes and it makes me think about how every past relation I've had, at least IRL, I have always been the one chasing people and I seem to have no interest in people who are actually interested in me and I dunno I'm starting to yap a little you get the point.
