>>40873195
Please take care of yourself and don't do anything desperate, that will only harm you in the long run. Be kind to yourself, your energy still scattered and off, perhaps it's anxiety or pain which I understand but if you need someone to talk to I'm available.

Also sorry for bombarding you with unsolicited tips but since I can relate with your struggle I've shared what I tend to do when things get hard but I'm pretty sure you know what works best for you but these suggestions came from a good place <3