>>83074972

>But god damn is it really that bad??

Yes.

>except for anything intimate

Doesn't exactly leave a lot on the table. We're incels, involuntarily celibate, related to sex, sexless, romanticless, hoeless, bitchless, loveless men.

>should i maybe give more compliments to dudes?

You will probably just lead them on unintentionally. Unless you're going to fuck them, don't.

I desire to reach a weight of ~45 kilograms because it would be aesthetic but I keep eating. I deliberately keep my fridge empty but I still go the store to buy food. I weigh ~53 or ~54 kilograms. The furthest down I got was 51 kilograms when I was in the army and I also dropped down to 51 kg after my wife abandoned me because I didn't eat much. But now I am back to 53-54 kg.
How do I control the appetite? The gnawing hunger.... it is ungood.
I am 169 cm in height.