>>40611987
You're just telling yourself falsehoods to feel better about being able to remain in sin and rebellion against your Creator. I don't doubt that even your "worship" of your deities is essentially just a fantasy roleplay. There is no real meaning and depth to it.
There is actual wisdom and life-saving truth in the Bible. And Jesus' power truly saves you from your wicked self.
"For the preaching of the cross is foolishness to those who perish; but unto us who are saved, it is the power of God." (1 Corinthians 1:18, KJ21)