>my bfs face when I tell him that I sometimes think about bashing him in the face while he's asleep next to me in bed
>my bfs face when I beg him to just let me hit him so the bad feelings go away
>my bfs face when I get blackout drunk tell him I don't love him anymore and never cared then switching up and asking why he won't watch a movie with me
Lovebombing right now after I was particularly nasty and made him cry