>ASL
28/M (dysphoric)/ Germany (Bavaria)
>about me
moved here recently, but i've been feeling more and more disconnected from the people from my Ausbildung lately.
if you're a /tttt/ poster i'm an AGAMP repping manmoder pre everything, questioning since like 5-10 years ago, seriously questioning since 2-3. i mention it and actively make it "part of my identity" here, because i hide a big chunk of it everywhere else, and that is part of why i'm feeling disconnected.
i consider myself curious. i'm not the best conversationalist and it may take me a while for that curiosity to show but if i notice disbalances i try to compensate and achieve a balanced relationship. one of the examples i can think of for this, is that i'm bad at breaking the ice but once it's been broken i become more lively
>interests
aside from that, quirky cars/transportation in general, fashion and clothing (women's), travel videos/ about other cultures, food /cooking, tech/business/"personal development" stuff
i'm also interested in perfecting my german (B2 but my "street german" sucks) im a native spanish speaker as well, if you want to do some "tandem" type deal.
>interests (nsfw)
i mentioned i'm agamp so that's my main fuel i'd say. interested in feminization. aroused by things like sissification, interracial, small penis humiliation, but i am trying to integrate the positive parts of that for the future, since this facet of myself is probably my biggest source of shame. i am open to anyone who is excited ab this dynamic with this specific spin
>looking for
looking for realness and someone who is also curious about the world and about me, who instead of the classic "I hate trannies" blanket ban either is curious about this, or has enough discernment to hate trannies for specific reasons
>not looking for
NEETs who get mad for not getting instant replies. i was one too until recently so i know what it's like but i don't have that much free time lately. chill NEETs welcome
>Discord

cd__1997

looking for people who will understand the journey i am in, maybe because they are in one too, because they've already taken many steps in it, or because they can empathize with it even if they don't struggle with the same things

last time i posted was simultaneously on a /lgbt/ thread for friends and on a similar thread and i had good experiences, still friends with one.

haven't e-dated though, i'm posting in the dating thread despite not feeling ready for a relationship (in part for dysphoria related reasons) because maybe i'll never *feel* ready, plus i'm also hopeful there can be someone who can both meet me where i'm at, and who is also excited about me reaching where i want to be

i don't have an "ideal bf/gf" archetype but i would say i do like some masculine energy to compensate my feminine energy. i'd say that i see two main possibilities:
- feminine person (cis/trans woman, feminine guy) who is driven, forward, "go-getter" but who balances that aspect of themselves with more feminine qualities otherwise, in the same way i try to balance mine
- masculine person who is mostly pure contrast but doesn't mind where i am at currently (which is pretty masculine in things like voice or some behaviors for example)
Lookswise I'm flexible, I do prefer fit and toned people but i'm not disgusted by fat people like many posts here lol. I'm also open to "possibilities i don't see".