>>33488573
>maybe evil doesn't exist
Evil does exist. You watch the news, and you see crime and atrocities everywhere.

>free will dont exist
Debatable. I would like to quote pic related.
Does God let evil roam free? Yes, he does, and it is evident in the Bible. You can get a summary for the book of Job. But the tldr is that there was a good, honest man named Job who worshipped God. Satan convinced God to punish Job, and God, who was supposedly an all-knowing and omnipotent being, agreed. God then punishes job by killing his family and taking his riches. Job then asks God why he punished him.
Here's the kicker, should God tell the man why he punished him or ask for forgiveness? No, he didnt explain. Instead, God brags about his omnipotence and that Job's understanding was miniscule compared to him. You are then meant to think that this God is merciful.

I still believe in a God though. Just a cruel one. I also like this video essay about God. Apologies if the link is fucked up since I am on mobile.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=-Z3kC_V2PNU&si=EpqVHFsGAhuHCZ_a