>>82152538
>pushes people to be a kinder, more compassionate version of themselves
in a dream world... i wonder how long this economy would last in the real world before it falls apart
>a good anti-virus is safer
i always thought most anti viruses were only really useful if you have some valuable info on your pc or for companies. also, couldn't you work on an antivirus too with your knowledge?
>being a penetration-tester
uh, like a job that makes you breach other hardware?
>don't see myself working an office
because you can't or because you just dont want to?
>>82152553
>phd in chemstry
wow, good luck! you guys are the coolest ones in the scientist bunch
>a shotgun or hunting rifle
funny how something even more powerful than handgun is harder to get... but i guess it has to do with how easily one can be concealed
>>82152823
>i'd tell you to try not to be lonely but
heh, it's okay thank you anyways!
>to feel the true purpose and dedicate each other for life
yeah, i think so too. i know there's more to life but nothing for me ever got close to the value of love. i could be a millionaire but the thought of coming home to an empty house everyday or even just being with a person that doesnt actually love me makes me suicidal. thank you for your kind words. i hope we can both find someone special.
>>82152837
>from positive nihilism to suicidal ideation in the same post?
you see, i have a terrible habit of coping by saying i'll just kill myself. i dont actually mean it a lot of the times which makes me feel like a hypocrite.
>which is it that you want to do?
i want to keep living but i feel like i wont be able to even if i want in a few years. so fantasizing about dying gives me some relief.
it's like, things can only get so bad since i can always die anyways.
>the worthiness of life to others
because i hate seeing others feel bad. i dont want anyone to feel the way i feel. i am hoping that by helping i'll manage to convince myself too keep trying too.