>>82328383
>be me
>elementary school
>see girl on the swings
>strong jawline, future foreshadowing of my incel genetics
>tfw brain imprints on her instantly
>fast forward to freshman year
>somehow we start walking together every day
>arm to arm like it's fate or some shit
>she asks me something like "what if we had kids?"
>heart.exe has stopped working
>first and last time I feel like a real human being
>one day she puts her leg across my thigh under the table
>pp instantly betrays me
>try to act normal but probably looked like I was being electrocuted
>my entire personality now revolves around her
>don'it even share classes with her anymore
>still obsessed
>walk with her a couple more times, hype myself up
>finally ask for her number
>ghosted immediately
>mutual friends start treating me like radioactive waste
>she probably spread the word I'm a creep
>last day of high school
>decide to "man up"
>flip out and call her a zashu from a lovebombing alt account I added her on before
>she blocks me on the spot
>summer after graduation
>cope by spamming her on Snapchat/Instagram with alts
>sometimes she adds me back for 5 seconds just to delete me again
>pain.jpg
>eventually start sending cringe lovey dovey paragraphs
>Instagram finally snaps
>"this account has been suspended" every time I make a new one
>perma-banned across devices, IP, probably my DNA
>tfw love turned me into an international fugitive
>now
>look back on it all
>only true happiness was arm-to-arm walks in freshman year
>tfw peaked at 14