My trans gf has only been on hormones for a few months. We met online and she basically catfished me with a picture of when she was younger (if it was even her) all done up. She sent a real picture and she just looked like an average guy. I stayed cause I didn't want her to an hero. I met her for the first time in person and she looked as she did in the real picture, but her smiling face triggers a flight response in me I can't overcome. I feel sick and stressed out, like I'm with a serial killer. She is perfectly fine with makeup on, but when she doesn't have it on, the gut wretch happens immediately. I am hoping it gets better over time and with her changes, but I don't know how to deal with it right now, is there anything I can do? Should I tell her this? I don't want to hurt her unecessarly.

Pic not her