First time was when I was 14. I left immediately because of how mean everyone was.

Second time was when I was 16. I came here just to mess around. I would return every time I wanted to get my anger out or complain about random bullshit.

I stared using mainstream social media but it was fucking boring so I came back here again.

Im seriously thinking about leaving for good mostly because of crabucket in general, and all r9k did was tell me that there are 1000s of other people who grew up exactly like me and ended up getting raped by life. That shit broke me so I stopped visiting until a few months ago.
/pol/ was also disturbing to me but I quickly realized no one took anything seriously and nothing I saw on there aligned with what I saw in the real world vs ~30% of what r9k suggests is support by what I see irl.

Kinda depressed that is basically fate for me to die alone and poor no matter what background I come from unless I am bless with insane looks/wealth. I live in upper middle class neighborhood and im watching everything rapidly deteriorating around us.

I hope there is an end to everything so we can restart. Im hyped for the anarchy following burgerlands inevitable collapse so I can actually serve a purpose in life.

Im currently 18 here's my cat Benny.