I don't know what to trust and what to put my faith into so I put my faith into myself, and I know that this is wrong because all I am is a man. I dunno what to do and I feel like if I don't figure it out quick then I am doomed to eternal darkness. I want to fuse myself to a higher power and ascend after this life. I thought that I could work my way into the Pleroma by committing cosmically good deeds, but I'm not so sure. All I want is the good ending, for myself and everyone else. Especially myself doe

PLEASE HELP. COULD YOU HELP ME OUT HERE? THE CLOCK IS TICKING. I COULD DIE AT ANY MOMENT

Thank you