A soul can only grow through challenges and suffering. Yes, even a child with cancer teaches the parents and the family to value life, to know that life ends, to know that this world is just a train stop and not the destination. Imagine being so narcistic to think that YOU can know what the literal creator of the universe and source of all consciousness is. You. Know. Nothing. Nothing. You are not better than the ant looking up at you, holding your smartphone and recording the ant.
God knows best, and every challenge, every obstacle, every loss, every low and every high builds your soul for the next life. You have to go through it, you have to suffer through it. And god gives good too, he loves you. But a soul that has never suffered, is nothing more than a tiny sprout starting to die as they age. But a man that suffered, experienced loss, death, depression, addiction, hate, madness, but still believes in God, will have roots deeper than any other tiny branch on this earth. No matter what happens, if you are rooted in Christ, nothing will be too much. Just like the Pine tree grows fast, but falls over in a storm. But the Oak, it grows slowly, endures insects, mammals, lightning and wind and fire, it's roots are deep, and it will remain for hundreds of years, no matter what happens on the outside.
Remember this: God, the creator of this Universe, gave his only son, the most pure and good being that has ever existed, for you, as a sacrifice. He died so you could live, if only you believe that he did, if only you knew that he did that, for you, personally.
Do not believe the lies, for the father of lies is the ruler of this material realm. It's easy. Just, believe.
Christ is King.
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