>>82140926
Who can guarantee that perception of yourself will ever be fixed? And how?
While I'm not very informed on how women actually gain self confidence, I can't particularly think of any way you could really achieve that goal alone. I believe you need to simply accept what you've been dealt, and go with it, and more so than that, you could try accepting people you like loving you for who you are, even if you disagree with their perception of you.
I really don't think your lack of confidence in yourself is really that big of a deal that you have to renounce dating for now. You can just date, and who knows, maybe you just need another person to validate that within you for you to finally feel like you're worth it.