>>936024507
I'm not a therapist by any means, but I have at least a little empathy for people who were molested and still have mixed feelings about it. I won't say you should feel any particular way about it because that doesn't help. Like it or not, you and your dad will always have some connection to each other so its okay to not really understand how you feel. My dad mostly neglected me and ended up slitting his own wrists in a bathtub, and I can say I go back and forth on how I feel about him too.
Regardless, thank you for sharing. I hope it helps you.