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>>41069865
Thank you darling, I'm internally like your pic too.
Although your first query is harmless, I'll skip because I'm avoiding occult but for the second question I see a blue pen spinning to land on a choice, almost if you're trying to try your lucky here rather than making a well thought decision on which path to lead, leaving it to the hands of Fate would take your responsibility and agency towards the outcome, I don't see anything defined yet. Did you already pick that path or it's still hypothetical?
>>41070260
It's okay you can lol, at least I'm an upsad clown and can make people laugh with my silliness.
Oh no, sorry about your keys, I hope you can find them soon.
>"Love can be benefitted through an unexpected, underground action, surprise, surprise, don't be predictable, don't be suspicious, ask your lawyers about spontaneity"
tl;dr: do a nice surprise for your so/crush, ask for help if needed and execute your plan without leaving a trace
>>41070261
I'm sorry to hear that and I can relate.
I think you should rest your mind, and despite not actively doing occult reads, I believe you have some entity attached to you that may be triggering those negative thoughts. Voices are saying to take a shower and let the water wash away those bad thoughts, like imagine a gold light coming out of the shower whilst you're under it and as it washes your body, it cleans any negativity that may be lingering there, see them going down the drain and imagining this golden light giving you peace, strength, calm and filling up the places where some darkness used to reside... I used to do that often when I was a teenager and if you can, seek help or someone you can rely on... God bless you corazón! <3
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Being Christian again has brought me a more peaceful and collective focused mindset. Before to committing to a church I read and saw many testimonials and how some people had these outwordly experiences when meeting God, I felt I was unlucky. But I didn't need some ecstatic experience, my baptism was amazing, soon after I was teaching kids, hosting events at home, socialising a lot and that was what I needed. I really thought I was starting over and eventually I'd go Acts 19:19 but it's a struggle to go against what I have been for the most part of my life, what was the core of my belief and identity for so long.
Hence why I feel hypocritical by serving two gods and the Bible isn't gentle about that. I cannot tell you what to do when I'm going against the rules myself but I'm scared someday the spirit of God leaves me if I don't behave. I believe that the Holy Spirit is around us, waiting for the moment we'd be open to it, however if you reject or disobey it, it'll be gone forever, the despair of King Saul comes to mind.
It was kitchen gas, there was an issue with the valve of the tank and I think it indeed compromised my already bad health but I guess since it wasn't so obvious back then, my concerns were just deemed as anxiety. Truth is I haven't been healthy since, physically and emotionally.
You've been through quite a lot, that must have been such a scary experience. I'm glad things are improving although the air hunger does feel concerning, I hope you get better and better. Be gentle with your body with yourself and look into some sort of therapy too to learn how to disarm those moments of hypervigilance. Wish you all the best and sorry for taking ages to reply,but if you got a discord and wants to talk more about it, feel free to add me (or anyone who wants to be frens):
lvxintenebris
God bless you! <3
>>41025653
Being Christian again has brought me a more peaceful and collective focused mindset. Before to committing to a church I read and saw many testimonials and how some people had these outwordly experiences when meeting God, I felt I was unlucky. But I didn't need some ecstatic experience, my baptism was amazing, soon after I was teaching kids, hosting events at home, socialising a lot and that was what I needed. I really thought I was starting over and eventually I'd go Acts 19:19 but it's a struggle to go against what I have been for the most part of my life, what was the core of my belief and identity for so long.
Hence why I feel hypocritical by serving two gods and the Bible isn't gentle about that. I cannot tell you what to do when I'm going against the rules myself but I'm scared someday the spirit of God leaves me if I don't behave. I believe that the Holy Spirit is around us, waiting for the moment we'd be open to it, however if you reject or disobey it, it'll be gone forever, the despair of King Saul comes to mind.
It was kitchen gas, there was an issue with the valve of the tank and I think it indeed compromised my already bad health but I guess since it wasn't so obvious back then, my concerns were just deemed as anxiety. Truth is I haven't been healthy since, physically and emotionally.
You've been through quite a lot, that must have been such a scary experience. I'm glad things are improving although the air hunger does feel concerning, I hope you get better and better. Be gentle with your body with yourself and look into some sort of therapy too to learn how to disarm those moments of hypervigilance. Wish you all the best and sorry for taking ages to reply,but if you got a discord and wants to talk more about it, feel free to add me (or anyone who wants to be frens):
lvxintenebris
God bless you! <3