>>76492706
not gonna blogpost but ive been like this my whole life. when i stopped being a neet and got a job, i forced myself to turn everything off and have the blinds closed by 9:30pm so i could be up and fresh for 6:30am. my body just could not adjust to this schedule. i went so far as to try all nighters and then sleeping at a normal time to “reset” my schedule. nope, my body’s clock seems to like waking up 8-9am and shutting down at 12-2am. i even went off caffeine entirely and still nothing. i never really took meds for anything aside from paracetamol and other minor shit.