I’ve been playing league for a bit more than 2 years, two tricked lillia and briar in jungle until I understood it wasn’t the role for me. I switched to midlane more or less 1 year ago opting ahri and keeping hwei as my go to pick just in case ahri ie picked or banned. I’ve played all this time only in normals because ranked was so scary to me I couldn’t get in Q, it was stronger than me. I spent so much time studying the game because in genuinely fascinated by league, I’m so much in love with Ahri, i did all the research to understand what I’m doint, i even have a 30pages long book about what i know about Ahri with matchups runes and items. And in these days i finally overcame it, a friend of mine insisted that i tried, and i did, i thought i was the worst of the worst, an iron player, i’ve always been placed there and never did the games to rank up, and today not only i reached bronze, i also got to silver, and im not too far away from gold either. Its a very weird feeling, im in a long winstreak with insane lp gains, even the games i was filled top where i played Sett, a champ that i have 0 mastery on, in a role i know nothing about, i still won. I feel like everything i did wasnt pointless, im so happy, im aware I still have much to learn and im so down for it, my dream rank always was platinum or even emerald, i wish i can get there!