>>76694340
I had an interview a few days ago with a dental school I really want to get into, and I feel like I totally bombed it and torpedoed my chances of getting in. It’s the only interview I’ve been offered so far this cycle and this is my second go-around at applying. I’m starting to wonder if this dentistry thing is ever really going to happen or if I should just give up.

I also made the mistake of thinking back to the only girl I ever really loved, who is married now, and thought about how she’s most likely had sex multiple times already and yet here I am all these years later still never having achieved a relationship, let alone lost my virginity.

I get attention from other girls all the time, but it’s never the kind of girls I actually want so I just ignore them, but then I wonder if I should just use them to “scratch the itch” of loneliness, but can’t bring myself to use them like that.

I just feel like a total loser, like my life has amounted to nothing despite my efforts, which were not even the best I could’ve given because I didn’t believe anything good would happen to begin with.