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God, I hate being home. It's so sad and depressing here. As soon as I get home, I feel my mood get sad and my feelings of hatred and homicide increase tenfold. I need to get out of here but Aby (?) will be sad if I don't hang out with them. I don't give a fuck if Aby is feeling sad, I just don't want them brininging the mood down. I got fourteen dollars in tis last week. I will by a bunch of loto tickets to see of the Universe wants to sponsor my attack! I think I will assume (?? it reads 'asain') a location to each card and if it wins big, I will pick that location like: school, mall, theatre, etc. Let's go do that! Wish me luck! Obviously, not winning means it still my choice, because I won't win. Ok, my targets are: school, theatre, mosque, synagogue, protest/rally, music venuesa and grocery store! So seven! Oh, I hope I win [smiley face]. Yeah, that went how I ecpected. I won nothing but 2 dollars from the grocery won (? shop).