>>105670479
You want her all for yourself and all that stuff to be intimate between noone but you two and noone else in the world, to the point of fighting people away overstepping their boundaries
I do know, I do know real well, and wish for the impossible, despite being constantly aware of the impossible odds. But this is my only moonshot ever.
You know, all I honestly want is a hug

AGI doesn't happen until computers are running on human wetware and just feeding us our own processed outputs, like the TechnoCore in the Hyperion novels.

>>33356487
I really think this is bait solely because Cooper soprano Bit BUT

Assuming you're speaking truth of yourself

I have resources that will help you but only if you actively dive into them.

3 places for you my friend. All on youtube.
Jerry Wise
Surviving Narcissism
Nothingness: The antidote to narcissism

These three gentlemen have bestowed me profound knowledge that has objectively helped me and learn more about myself.

I thought I was NPD too, until I learned more from them. Now I am confident that I am an ACON with most likely Borderline personality.

Please investigate these gifted individuals, their work DOES SOMETHING compared to the vast swathes of nonsense and lies.

Sam vatkin in particular is an exceptional soul, but Jerry Wise helps translate the more complex systems to layman terms if the others go over your head. Good luck and be kind.