>>127510616
idk man i don't even want popularity or whatever; i just wanna feel happy with myself. when i was 20/21, i made a few songs and they were shit but i was happy i was doing it. now i'm 26, unhappy with myself and can't bring myself to do anything. i wanna make dsbm, noise, and goth music but anytime i open a daw or pick up a guitar and i just shut down. feels cold