>>536144684
I think the issue is more so that dreariness came from the fact she was just did things most would expect from everyone, she fit right in as a feather, and could have maintained a job and a stable life if she kept ignoring the issue, she wanted to feel some sense of fulfilment of sense of belonging probably, doing something cause she enjoys it, and not just going through the motions, but the issue is that despite that feeling being there, she has no idea what is it that she wants to do with herself.
She could come to terms by exploring more of the world and maybe finding somethin she genuinely wants to do, or after seeing what the world has to offer, the feeling will go away, and she'll be able to settle down without that nagging feeling of dreariness.