I don't fucking understand colosseum at all
~60 tries
~40 deaths
7th wave is my max
The fremenniks put way too much pressure on me at the start, sometimes I just blank out and forget what each fremennik is weak to as I panic getting attacked by double south and bumble completely while they nearly kill me, ice barrage doesn't freeze all three like 80% of the time, even when I try to flick between mage and ranged, the colossi or shamans are always off tick and one of them ends up dealing its damage, I have no fucking clue what this "5 tick AB" shit means at all, doing it doesn't change the outcome at all, double south spawns kills me nearly everey single time unless I get super lucky or possibly take a hail mary run to the SW pillar

I've lost nearly 20 mil on buying back my shit and I don't seem to be getting any better at this, it's completely beyond me
it's like I am bashing my head against the wall, nothing changes, there's no clarifying moment where EUREKA! I figure out how this shit works, I've watched at least 20 different guides, everyone says different things and it's all equally nonsensical, like translating fucking hieroglyphs

Guess I've hit the wall, my brain has started deteriorating to the point where I can't learn anything new, my reaction times are withering and Jagex keeps making every piece of new content something where a single misclick means death, loss of 500k and any consumables, a walk of shame and no lessons learned
what the fuck am I supposed to do here

I am going to keep this up until my bank is drained and if by then I haven't reached Sol even once, I'm fucking quitting permanently