>>41379010
Your fusing imagination and delusion you’ve lost that line between symbolic truth and literal belief. Your mixing genuine mystical curiosity with grandiosity (“I’m a body parasitic demon”) and self conflicting logic (wanting to use demons, believing in telepathic control, etc.). It reads less like spirituality and more like psychosis trying to use mythic language to explain itself. Again I’m >>41377661 and I don’t even make the claims you make, take some time away from the hentai and anime, maybe go outside and sit under the moon and listen to the sounds of life.