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When I imagine myself a female, I sculpt her like the apple of my eye, dothed in supple flesh. My limbs are shorter, my hips wider to my shoulders, and my head smaller. I like sliding my tongue across my perfect teeth and caressing my buttocks with my small hands.
In RL i'm 250 lbs and 6' (i'm fat) with an extra tooth that bothers me. but being my extra lucky tooth, it showed me that our bodies are just hallucinatory vehicles of carnal pleasure.
That's why when I die I'm becoming a female xian and then I will resurrect people doing ghost magic on the astral and depart from my family ties as to the fact they want a son. For that, My plan is to use a demon to impersonate me and have a sort of libation partnership for favor among the gods. (They can drink my bathwater I peed in)
I can also turn on my "television tooth" with just an internal monolog and a cryptic sense of language. And in live television, telepathically cause politicians to ramble on about random things. In affect to the discussion or beliefs I have in myself.
I'm starting to think my powers means I'm like a body parasitic demon that can modulate brain activity on a subconscious or subliminal level.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mirror_neuron
A mirror neuron is a neuron that fires both when an animal acts and when the animal observes the same action performed by another.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bilocation
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mirror-touch_synesthesia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Globus_pallidus
The globus pallidus is a structure in the brain involved in the regulation of voluntary movement. It is part of the basal ganglia, which, among many other functions, regulate movements that occur on the subconscious level.
So I could be already a buddah even though I don't do anything holy.