I'm not a weeb but I feel a deep attachment to Japan since forever.
I don't care about making my own family, at 36 I gave up, I don't care about my shithole either because at this point it's just natural selection that my country has to burn to pieces and built back, but I just want a peaceful place to live with people not bothering me, an infrastructure and public services which DO work, safe spaces and a government that isn't actively trying to kill or replace me.
Is Japan perfect? No, but it's the best choice I have.
And mind, I don't speak a single word of Japanese, but I'm starting studying it. Maybe one day I'll make my dream come true.
I just wish I had a Japanese friend to talk with, it's ok even if it was an online friendship so I could chat with a real person. I'm so fucking alone jesus christ.