I'm in the midst of a cut, or at least trying to cut (Very hunger and 0 motivation because my life sucks, I have no friends, and I'm mentally ill), How is it going? I know I'm far from anything that good, but I'm hoping I look at least decent at this point. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't looking for validation, but at the same time I'd also like to know if its even worth it to keep at this.

~6'0"
Currently high 180s to low 190s (Didn't check at the gym today because I didn't want to look)
Aiming for low 180s to high 170s
Think I need some sun I think to help with my skin quality