Why I am like this? I thought I made a ''barrier'' from the last time I fell in love that was like 12 years ago but something happened last week and I literally can't wait to see her.

What the fuck bros I want to go back to my misanthropy. I don't even know If she has a bf or so, she probably has one like all girls.

I'm an alcoholic impulsive retard with affection problems. Also a misanthrope.

>>82552833
I get so autistic and retarded and clingy and no matter what women online just ghost me, I don't hate women or anyone, I don't even hate myself, I just exist and sometimes wish I didn't

>>12529652
many such cases