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I also feel my circumstances have probably severely inhibbitted me from self realization and I have heard your neuro plasticity becomes cemented in your 20's or something like that, and there comes a point you can't learn new skills and are basically fucked forever. I certainly haven't had an upbringing or teenage years that would nurture my potential, but one that would cement me as useless forever. I don't want to risk my whole fucking life and fade into nothingness. As it stands I am motionless, stagnant, but have expectations foisted upon me, and many sources of stress in my life, and if I fucked off from home, maybe I would come to know myself more than what my fucked up upbringing allowed me to. Thoughts?