I have many dreams but the ones I remember most vividly are nightmares. I don't get why that is. I could daydream all day but when I actually sleep I instantly forget them when I wake up. WHY? I still feel the feeling that I got from the dream... it feels good but I don't know why. Maybe I'm too dreamy.

eugh I need to get out and find the cute guys... all of them are straight though... maybe I should try a gay bar? what demographic of faggots are there usually?