>>82159592
No I'm just mentally ill and think that if I'm not someone's type down to a molecular level he hopes I die lol. Recently he said he doesn't like curly hair compared to straight (I'm 3c) and I jumped off a building. We're gonna meet up in person with like 5 or more other internet friends in a few weeks and I've been thinking I should dress fem around that time and see if it catches his eye but I'm gonna feel like a clown if I change myself for a boy and he still doesn't care (many such cases!) but at least I get way more compliments that way I guess