How vivid are you minds, and how detailed of an image can you hold in your mind? What is the continuity of your thoughts? How do you think it impacts your art? I can see detailed things. If I look at the aphantasia meme chart I can imagine the most vivid of it and more, but I don't think my mind is as vivid as it used to be and there is a limit. Maybe it's just something that needs to be exercised, but my thoughts feel more distant than they used to be, like the images I see in my mind are depersonalized, if that makes sense.

All of my thoughts are a bit fuzzy. I can think of an F-16 fighter jet, and have a vague vision of the shape, details, colors, and it can look realistic, but it's again, limited, and if somehow it were taken out of my mind and put on paper or a screen it would probably be incoherent. I definitely feel like my mental imagery is worse than it used to be, significantly.

I've wondered if people can imagine a rubiks cube and hold in their minds the changes of the locations of the colors and literally arrange one in their mind. Maybe if I sat down and really tried I could do something like that but certainly not extremley simply. If my thought is of something detailed like a forest, I think my mind does a lot of ... I don't even know how to describe it, shortcuts wouldn't be the right way to put it, simplifying wouldn't be the right way to put it, but something of the sort. For example, it's not like a premade image where I can look at one spot, then return and have the same exact identical spot, not entirely at least. I don't know. Does that make any sense at all? Can anyone relate?

Sorry for my schizobabble yapping.